About Me: Female, 34, Chapeel Hill, NC, member since Nov 2008
Ok, a little about me.. I am 29 for a few more days. I was dx at the ripe old age of 17 with Juevinile Rhuematism, then two years later, TMJ (jaw replacement surgerey within that same year) than a(n) FM dx. And just recently, I have demonstrated symptoms of Lupus. I hav
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[More]e a very caring Doc and he tries everything to help me.. Right now I am having an awful flare.. I just traveled to Argentina with my husband to his country, I finally got to meet my Mom n Law. Shes a great woman..
Anyways, I have a small antique shop with vintage books, art and furniture. I have abeautiful dog, her name is Lizzy. We adopted her from a no kill shelter.. She had been with them 4 months, no one wanted her cause she is half pit bull and half doberman and all sweetness and light..
I am happily married to a much younger man then myself. He works hard to try to be my everything.. But thats a lot for someone. No matter how old or young you may be.
I have been sick for 14 years and refuse to stay at home in bed unless it wind that day, and sometimes that week.
But I try my hardest to push, and push some more..
I have sympathetic parents, its hard for my mom..I live in the bible belt but my home town is extremely liberal and diverse..
I am joining this site to hopefully make some friends and always to learn something new..
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I have been going through the process of closing down the shop.. I wasnt ever well enough to run it from the start I just needed to try, and didnt work out at all. At this very moment I appear to be about four months pregnant, both in body and in face. But I am not.. Which pl;agues me..
I am so incredibly sad, not depressed, sad and inferiour about not being able to have a child, while looking as though I am big and preparing for childbirth..
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Having to sleep sitting up, with guests in the house ads to the stress. I will be better when I am able to get to my shop close it down. And I will be able to rest and hea...
Im tired of it all. I hate medicaid, I have no money. I am scared to death of how I will afford to see my doc. I need help and there is no help anywhere.. No one has any m...