You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am sorry to hear about the loss of your dad. I lost mine in Feb 11'...I'm still trying to come to terms with the loss. I know that the pain is unbearable now but I promise, in time you will be able to remember the good times you had and you will smile. When I was told this, I thought "No way!" I still miss him every single day, but I can now think of him and smile. Hugs to you my friend! :)
Health wise I am ok, trying to get myself back into shape which is rough lol! But I am getting there. One day at a time. sorry you are having a hard time :(
Feel better soon!!! Thanks for the note:)