i am in depression and its getting worse day by day. i am doing my engg. i think of suicide most of the day but thankfully don't have the courage to actually commit it. i have tried hurting myself though. i can't tell my parents as they think only retarded people need c
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[More]ounseling. i have given them hints but to no avail. i have started performing very poorly at exams. i just can't concentrate. i feel useless, hopeless, worthless. i lose interest in things very fast. everything i do goes wrong. friends have ditched me, used me. i have no interest in anything, i feel aimless with no enthusiasm for future. i want to excel in my exams.
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It goes wandering,destination unknown
Every step promises a new horizon,
A sign it has a long way to go.
It meets people from the past,
They share laughter,they figh...
It is pagan,it is devil
evil to man,man's own evil.
Bloodthirsty,it lusts on human flesh,
entangles lives,deadlier than spider's mesh.
It feeds on despair,...
You showed me a lollypop
it looked very colorful and enticing
i longed to hold it,wondering how it tasted like
you placed it in my palms,making me ecstatic
with giddy ...