Thank you for everything! Thank you your kind encouraging wourds mean alot to me.
Thanks...I'm OK, I haven't fallen off the wagon, but it's sure been hard! I was watching the final episode of Celebrity Rehab 2 and Jeff Conaway got kicked out on the final day for assaulting his girlfriend no less. The cameras followed them home and even before he left rehab, he was talking about going back on his pain meds.
So when they got home, he made a beeline for his Oxy's and he took one on camera and then it showed him getting high and he was talking about that warm feeling you get....oh man, I wanted Vicodin sooooo bad after seeing that. Part of me felt like....that's not fair....I want that feeling too, but I can't. Anyway, I'm OK....it's still hard, but I'm allright. Thanks for asking!
Jambo,
Thanks so much for checking on me. I am doing OK. Not great but what do I expect. I went down to 4 pills a day this morning at my 4 am dose. I made it to my 10 am dose without a lot of pain. So, I think I am getting there. In 20 days I will be pill free. I wish I had the guts to go cold turkey but I have very High Blood presure and have siezed when it gets too high. Going CT would not be good for me. This is the best way. With my husbands help and him giving me my doses I can do this. I see the light. I can't wait to reach it!!!
Happy Holidays! have a great one..maria