So sorry to hear that things still aren't going well for you. Here's to hoping you get feeling better! Anyway, I'm doing pretty well. But I was also wondering, how do you feel about God? Have you given Him a chance? I know you may not want to hear about it right now, but it was a BIG help for me when I was going through some difficult times. I will pray for you, and if you have anything else you feel you need to talk about, don't hesitate to ask. I truly hope you will realize that you can make it through this! There are brighter days ahead!
Just wondered how things are going. Drop me a line if you'd like. Take care!
You are not alone in feeling as you do. Maybe some other respite is possible, other than a mental hospital. What help have you sought outside the home?There are many on this site that will chat with you & try their best to comfort you, but you need direct help now it seems. You live in a good country, lots to live for there. You'll soon feel good again with appropriate help. Which you MUST seek fast. Best wishes, Gofio