I am sitting here hoping I will go to sleep soon and hoping I will never wake up. I know in my heart that I cannot change the past and my current situation. I know that ...
i am at home sobbing on my computer now and i cant help but think how i keep trying to get better and its not working. i go to a therapist most times once a week and i fe...
got a feeling that there is nothing left for me to do here, i am miserable. i wish i had the will to just kill myself, but aparently i am a failure at that as well becaus...