Here is the website for alateen:
http://www.al-anon.alateen.org/alateen.html
Sometimes just starting with learning about alanon and alateen can help us to feel better. I hope you find the peace you are looking for!
Just a quick note to say hi!
and to let you know your posting has touched me and i left a comment for you on your post please if you need something let me know.
keep your chin up