Just a quick note to say hi! Welcome..You have come to a safe place to post, vent and get help...read as many posts as you can and post when you need help...This place saved my life and it will save yours as well. Good plan to have the wife be the keeper of the pills...Making a plan sure helps...Your going to be fine and you will get well....be good to yourself and remember this is not your fault...peaceful wishes from California.