About Me: Female, outside of Philadelphia, PA, member since Jul 2009
I use to love to paint, exercise, read and have adventures but that all went away. Four yrs ago my MD gave me Tramadol for lower back pain. I went from 8 - 50mg tabs a day to three in the past few months. Today I start my new life and I'm going CT.
So it's day two with no pills. I feel realy crappy today mentaly. Last night I blew up at my husband and now he's not talking to me. The job I was hoping for is no longer ...
It's 12:30 and by now I would of taken at least two pills by now if now more. I feel ok considering the fact that I had bad dreams last night. Waiting for the worst to hap...