I stopped by this site and was reading your blogs. I just wanted to let you know that I totally feel for you. I am in a committed relationship to my fiance of 5 years and I just recently contracted type 1 genital herpes. He gave it to me by giving me oral sex. I didn't even know that was possible! Trust me I feel your pain. I have been so depressed. I am realizing now though that it really isn't that big of a deal. Especially if you have type 1 which is more mild in the genitals and recurrs less frequently. My only concern now is that he may get it from me in his genitals although I have heard it is not likely since he already has antibodies. I was pretty shocked though and it's just amazing how easy it is to catch this virus and so many people don't realize it!
Just having a very hard time dealing with this...its very depressing for me.....it hurts....