It wasn't you who suggested I might have a bias, but thebabyalex. So, you see, you have nothing to apologize for.
The doctor who put you on 6 mg of Xanax a day should be arrested for dealing. What kind of quack was that? Further to the low dosage I was taking: my doctor said I should take one tablet (0.25 mg) for symptoms and, if that weren't sufficient, to take a second (0.50 mg in toto - 1/12 of your maintenance dose). Then I had the bright idea that if one worked, maybe 1/2 a pill (0.125) would. And most of the time it did (1/48 to 1/24 of your maintenance dose). And I was not on a maintenance dose.
Xanax is dangerously addictive and is banned in Britain. But it is great stuff if you use it wisely. I was suffering from an adrenal malfunction that caused anxiety and panic attacks. With treatment it is a thing of the past.
I misunderstood you. Truthfully, I am so used to people BEING biased that I automatically assume thats the case. My bad, please accept my apology.
I agree that there are doctors out there that swing the total opposite of my doc, carelessly prescribing addictive drugs with no thought to consequences. My last doctor was like that, and had me on 2 mg of xanax THREE TIMES A DAY! Which of course is more than the max dose. I didn't care about anything, but I was a zombie! I had the presence of mind to find a new doctor, mostly because I realized I could get anything I wanted from him and the temptation was too great. I stopped the xanax cold turkey and haven't taken one since.
Anyhow, sorry this got long, and please accept my apology for my assumptions.
Some people may be predisposed to addiction, but who knows if it is genetic, personality-related, or environmental? Then there are those that become addicted innocently, through their doctors, some of whom prescribe the most dangerously addictive drugs, with little thought to the consequences. (I am not talking about pain medication for the seriously ill and in great pain.) I have seen, right here on MedHelp, that patients have been prescribed 2 mg. of Xanax, twice a day (a huge dosage), on a maintenance basis. Xanax is very potent stuff. My doctor, a more conscientious MD, had me take .25 mg. briefly, on an "as needed" basis. And what about president Kennedy and his wife getting speed (perhaps unknown to them) by "Doctor Feelgood."
No, this is not a bias on my part. If you treat the symptoms on the assumption they are emotional, when in fact they are physical, you have merely given the person a palliative, but have not cured anything. That is why I say you should first rule out the physical, because, if it is physical, you can effect a cure. I don't get your bias comment. It is not scientific.
I always look first for a physical cause for what may appear to be mental or emotional problems. This seems to be a circular argument. You advice the person to rule out the physical as the basis, yet, you clearly draw a noticeable distinction between the "emotional" and the "mental". Could this be some bias on your part; this assertion that the mental and the emotional might somehow be different? I would guess that your bias might lie in how you conceptualize the "mental", as somehow "physical", as in Mental illness. Somehow, you have given "mind" (a verbal) a concreteness that defies both language and science! So tell us, since you have decided to dispense us your advice. So negative affect (emotion) can be likened to mental illness, as per disease model?
You "think" some are more "predisposed" according to genetics? Really? Your assertion has internal validity, if one takes the statistical manipulations that given rise to such speculation as definitive (correlation does not suppose causation). However, there is no direct causal link between genetic "factors" and susceptibilities. If I might be politically incorrect, you might want to read R.C. Lewontins "Not in our genes" as a primer. Addiction should be looked at for what it is, and in the process of clearer examination, those with substance issues might be afforded the real help. Addiction is socially contigent, and so, the abusologists that are presently informed by some disease model or other, are conceptually wrongheaded. There are certainly negative physical consequences attendant to the abuse of drugs (including the marijuana plant), however it isn't the "physical" that gives rise to an essentially psychsocial "condition". addiction in our culture is most socially contigent. Not to be too facile with some formulation, however, as I see it, addiction is a short-term solution to long-term problems, without consideration (immediate or delayed) of the costs (of the addiction). When such has been contemplated, the person acts to change course, or considers the cost as "worth it", and the substance abuse continues.
Of course addiction IS a choice, and one of the keys to recovery is accountability. However, I do believe that some people are more predisposed to addiction due to genetics. Also, I don't think its a coincidence that so many people have a dual diagnosis of substance abuse and some other mental health condition.
The fact that more males than females are diagnosed as AD(H)D is highly suggestive of the political and social function of our MH system. This supposed uptick in females being diagnosed is more so a social phenomenon that it is a medical emergent one. For those with gender equity bone to pick, the fact that girls and women are "presenting" with symptoms is most propitious!
The test I had was a 24-hour saliva and urine test. I think the lab was NeuroScience.
yes, a family doctor is not the best way to go. You definitely want to see a psychiatrist. It should be easy with a phone call or computer search to find one that specializes in adult ADHD. A psychiatrist also has the medical background to help with some of your other problems. Do check out the link I gave you. I think you will find it informative.
It is also common for people with undiagnosed ADHD/ADD to self medicate. And women tend to be undiagnosed the most. You are also at an age where the elementary/middle schools weren't very good at picking up on ADHD symptoms.
By the way, another very, very interesting link to adult ADHD is
http://jeffsaddmind.com/
The adults involved really hash it out. Its worth checking out. If you do have ADHD/ADD it certainly will give you the feeling that you are not alone.
Best wishes
Most substance abuse programs run on the questionable science of addiction, which might explain the high recidivism that such "disease model" programs experience. There is little corroboration that points to higher success rates for those individuals who are treated as if diseased; and such does little to re-center the individual as an autonomous and self-determining individual. There are a lot of social, economic, and even moral considerations to consider when speaking of drugging and drinking, however, there is not anything fundamentally biological about such "external" triggers. In short, substance (ab)use is a choice; a short-term solution to long term problems. Read Jeffrey Schaler's "Addiction is a choice", and you might realize that addiction as disease makes for great court ordered treatment, but says nothing about individual accountability and self-responsibility! I suggest you steer clear of those quasi-religious outfits, like AA, unless your conception of god is that of a drug counselor!
I haven't seen a psychiatrist yet, my doc is just the family doctor. And I don't have insurance, which of course *****. But I'm able to self pay in most cases, I have a good job.
Should I go to a psychiatrist? And how can I find someone with experience treating ADHD?
Hmmm., magnesium huh? I'll give that a try.
Magnesium deficiency has been connected with violence, additictions, ADHD, OCD, depression, insomnia, among many other conditions.
PubMed states: "Magnesium supply decreased the intensity of morphine-induced physical drug dependence. In heroin addicts, the plasma magnesium concentration is decreased."
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18705537
Violence and nutrition: http://www.parenting-healthy-children.com/children-nutrition.html
Here's a review on Magnesium Taurate from Amazon's website:
"I began taking this product 3 weeks ago for Panic Attacks and Anxiety. After YEARS on various Prescription drugs I recently heard about the effects of Magnesium Taurate on Panic/Anxiety. So far I have cut back to half the dose of Zoloft (which I've taken for the past 4 years) and 75% LESS Clonazepam! Hoping to be prescription Rx free very soon! I'm extremely happy with this product and would suggest it highly."
Magnesium Reduces Drug Dependency, Cocaine Cravings
http://www.bastyrcenterfornaturalhealth.info/content/view/826/
The below article discusses using Magnesium to wean off an addiction to coffee:
"Magnesium is the body's natural energizer. It balances muscle and nerve tension caused by calcium. It also relaxes the bowel, so it has its own gentle laxative effect. Magnesium is calming because it neutralizes adrenalin surges, which prevents anxiety and treats insomnia...." http://foreign.peacefmonline.com/health/201008/73448.php
George Eby has a fantastic webpage about his recovery from depression, using Magnesium Taurate.
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The best forms are: Taurate, Glycinate, and Citrate. Many forms out there are either ineffective and/or unsafe to use.
The medical site "UpToDate" says:
Dosage: RDI: 400mg/day; ODA: 400-600mg/day
Toxic dose: Single doses, equal or more than, 1000mg may cause diarrhea; use caution in renal impairment...
May alter glucose regulation...
Recommends coordinating with healthcare provider if you have renal or diabetic conditions.
Lots of good comments by all above. And yes, there are several things that can cause ADHD symptoms that are not ADHD - and they should be checked out! But your symptoms are also classic ADHD as well as your self medication reactions. To get a feeling for what adult ADHD is like check out the link and the advice posted here.
http://www.medhelp.org/posts/ADD---ADHD/Being-judged-for-having-ADHD/show/1327105
You ask about resources for people like you. My first question would be - what kind of a doctor is your doctor? I have seen too many stories in my 3 or so years on this forum where the doctor didn't have a clue. Also (I guess), along with the first question - do you have the insurance to make a choice in doctors? We can give lots of online resources, but a good doc, is best!
Count yourself lucky that you haven't! The really crappy part is that I feel like my past (substance abuse and subsequently prison) is preventing my doctor from addressing the issue's that probably caused me to self medicate in the first place. Don't get me wrong though, I take responsibilty for my actions, and obviously I made some seriously bad choices. I don't want to give the impression that I'm making excuses. But I'm getting to the point that I'm ready to find another doctor, and NOT be honest about my past this time. I thought I was doing the right thing when I disclosed my history to my doc very honestly, but maybe not.
Thank you for the repsonse. Can you tell me how I check my "cortisol"? Is it a simple blood test or? And do you know what the treatment is for this?
I'd be THRILLED to find out there is a physical cause for my craziness, LOL. Its funny that nobody has mentioned this before.
Holy c r a p, you sound just like me...but I haven't been to prison...wow!
You might want to check whether you have high cortisol (produced by the adrenal gland). This can make for anxiety, jumpiness and insomnia. I always look first for a physical cause for what may appear to be mental or emotional problems. I learned this from grim experience.