Lately I have been thinking a lot about my difficulty to concentrate. It's something that has been a huge obstacle in my life for as long as i can remember, and at 26 years old I'm getting tired of coping with it.
My ability to concentrate is a failing task. I feel like i know what needs to be done, but I cant bring myself to do it. My "To Do" list is ever-expanding because it takes too much concentration to complete many of the tasks, causing the dreaded procrastination to set in. My filing cabinet is a mess, and not being able to find anything when i need it is frustrating. It's difficult to even collect my thoughts before making a phone call. This disorganization has plagued my life. I can't sit through class without daydreaming, which incidentally is the only thing interesting enough to keep me awake. I am very ambitious to finish school and aspire to become a successful entrepreneur; however, i don't have the follow-through to do either. It's a rare occasion for me to get my thoughts onto paper which is probably why this memo is long overdue. I will forget someone's name moments after shaking their hand, and be too busy thinking about what was just said instead of concentrating on the conversation at present.
On top of becoming a social issue, i am also unbelievably forgetful. I will pick something up and completely forget where i left it just moments before, its amazing that i haven't lost my wallet, keys, or phone yet this week. My friends know me as forgetful, its embarrassing and terribly frustrating. I also have a tendency to fall asleep in class religiously, even during a short lecture. And while watching tutorials online my eyes begin to close minutes into it. I absolutely love reading a good book, but after realizing that i have been subconsciously scanning for a half-dozen pages i have to go back to find where my mind left off.
Any recommendations would be a great help, thanks!