Please help

  I have been addicted to vicoden for a year .Then 6 months ago a friend suggested that i take adderrall to get me off the vicoden,Well now Im addicted to both.I know I am slowly killing myself and I really want to stop.But every time I try it seems like I dont make it to the end of the day .I feel like I cant function or even think without them.So I always end up saying Ill try to cut down ,but that dont work.cause once i know i have them.I take as many as i always have wich can be up to 10 or 15 pills all together.Please i just want my life back.I dont want to depend on a pill to make me happy or feel good.Is there any way to make this stop!! IM willing to try my hardest cause Im at my wits end ,PLease help me

[She1004]

take this advice as if it were coming from someone dear to you......go to an NA meeting. even if you dont want to,go. force yourself....go and listen, talk if you want. go high if thats the only way you'll go.....but go! if you want to live, not survive,GO