I am 13 years old. I made a little "pact" I guess with God and said if I broke it He could give me ALS. Stupid, I know but now I am really messed up. After I broke this little pact, I freaked thinking that I was going to get ALS. I looked up the symptoms and what do you know, A day later I started twitching in my legs and having pains. I have been thinking about it and thinking about it and having panic attacks over it. I went to a doctor who said I had an electrolyte misbalance, but after doing what he told me(and not believing him and still thinking I had ALS) the twitching got worse, spreading to my arms and torso. I get really bad anxiety attacks over this. I cry everyday. Nothing anyone tells me makes me feel better. I am worried that I gave myself ALS by thinking about it. I need help! Please, I need to ease my mind!!!! I dont know if this affects anything, but I have had something traumatic happen in the past two months. Please help!! Am I being stupid or is something wrong?!?!?!
Thanks,
Freaked