need advice

[sarahhh____]

Im 17 and my boyfriend is 19 we've been together 2 years and the first year was great and then it started going down hill , we started fighting ALOT and one day he got so mad he jumped on me and choked me so hard he cut off my oxygen , he then started becoming controlling not letting me see my friends or be friends with ANY guys checking my phone I had to delete all my contacts facebook. everything then he started bringing my ma into things (she passed away 4 years ago) and. Says really nasty vile things like I'll dig that fat ***** out of her hole and kick her around and **** and **** on her etc..he beats me real bad he's burst my nose , black eyes , bruised ribs , bruised arms legs , hit my head( off walls and his hands) , chased me with knifes told me he'll slit my throat throw me into a grave with my ma and calls me every name under the sun , im so lost and helpless. Please what can I do? , I've tried leaving him so many times but he just gets into my head please help

[Yesidid]

He is breaking you down emotionally and making you Think that you have no choice but to be with him and that you deserve this abuse.  Please don't believe the lies.  You need to file a police report, get a restraining order (the police will tell you how to do it) and leave him now! The police can also give you names and numbers of people you can call for a place to stay and support from other women in your situation. This will not get better on its own - you have to leave.

[thatquietgirl]

Go to the police for a protective restraining order and get away.  Pack a small bag with what you absolutely have to have but leave the rest.  Clothes can be replaced, toothbrushes, etc.  Your life can't.  You need to get out before something worse happens.