making baby steps

So just got done cleaning my truck out and found a 80 oxy on it and for the first time in my abusing drug life I flushed it down the toilet before I could even think to take it before my boyfriend could come home and make sure we at least split it it was so hard to do and yes a lil part of me wishes I didn't do that but most of me is so proud that I even did that it is my first step to making a change and I'm Damn proud of myself :)

[betharone]

Good for you! You should be very proud of yourself!

[littlebit667]

wow, just saw this!  Good job!

[jaxxmarie]

Honestly u have more strength then me been an oxy addict for 2 yrs and 12 weeks pregnant, I praise ur strength!

[dballesteros]

wow, i know how hard that is ! im constantly counting the minutes until my next dose, so to do that is AMAZING ! You should treat yourself to something POSITIVE REINFORCEMENT !

[Leatherbela]

That right there shows you that if you stay in that moment and not think about crap later on that you can have the power to  overcome this. I'm an Alcoholic and I have in two days 8 months sober. I never thought I could do it this long until my 6 month. I take everyday moment by moment never thinking about if I could drink later on. Always in the past I would be scared because how could I go a few months sober when I'm always thinking of getting blasted. The thought hits I tell myself "Stay in the moment,dont think even 10 minutes ahead" Then within 5 minutes I forget about it and remember like 3 days later that moment. It gets easier. Good job!!!!!!!!

[KateP84]

Good for you!!! That's awesome...you should be really proud of yourself!