Opiate / Suboxone withdrawals

I had a script for 186 Roxy 30's a month and would always run out too early as I needed more than the 6 a day perscribed. Tired of searching the streets and paying $20 a pill what I was only paying $2 a pill at the pharmacy for,. I got into the suboxone program. Now,. my last 'blue' was last friday when I started the subs. I have been on 4 eight mil subs a day now for 7 days. Day 3, 4, and 5 coming off the blues (roxy 30's) was rough even with the subs but very tolerable. It (the subs) saved me from that God awful feeling that I was going to DIE if I would have tried to get off the blues cold turkey. Just some mild discomfort but well worth the money paid for the subs.

Now I want to drop the subs (just got laid off and can't afford them). My blues withdrawals are over,.. the subs did their job,. and I was wondering,. after only 7 days on subs,. how rough is it going to be to get off of them now? Anyone know? Should I taper even though I was only on them 7 days (to help the blues W/D) or do you think the cold turkey way to go will be better? Please let me know,. I'll keep subbin until someone can tell me. Withdrawals for ME are worse than death. Call me sensitive, I guess. Do you think I can handle instant cold turkey detox from subs after only 7 days?