Am I crazy? He has seems fine now?

Wednesday night the bf I sometimes suspect of being a drug addict, went to the ER claiming he fell down the stairs as some of you may know.  Keep in mind that I have not seen him.  He has seemed normal ever since.  He told me last night he got a job and he is working today.  I don't know if he is attempting to make his life better or not.  Am I still in denial?  Two days ago, an old high school friend of his who is in AA now, told his girlfriend that he used to do heroin with him years ago.  When I confronted him, he adimately denied this.  He has been hanging around with all of his normal friends, heroin addict friend is out of the picture after the ER trip.  Should I still walk away?  I am only taking his texts.  He still says he is not a drug addict.  I am just being nice and telling him to please get his life together.  I love him so much, I wish I didn't.

[DiamondDee]

An addict will never admit to being an addict until they reach a point in their life where the realize they need help.

[italiangirl883]

I know, sometimes you just think you are crazy.  It's like when someone cheats on you, you don't believe it until you see it.

[dominosarah]

I remember" falling" down all the time too.  I have a very strong feeling he has some pain meds.  How long have you been going out with him?

[italiangirl883]

He is a childhood friend, however, he has been my boyfriend for a year. Walked away, as of last night, blocked his number, texting, etc.  Cannot put anymore time into this, it is consuming me.  Perhaps he will get treatment.  Heartbreaking, I love that guy so much!

[DiamondDee]

Oh God love you. I feel for you for I should have done the same thing but just couldn't. Stay strong! Maybe he will smarten up.

[italiangirl883]

So hard, my kids saved me, if it weren't for them, I would be with him right now.  He left a message from a private number sounding horrible saying he needed to tell me something really bad.  I won't call back I can't.  So heartbroken ugh.