Well I thought I should make a post to update you guys! I am now one week clean. I thought I was gonna die from the withdrawals but I made it. Now I feel like I just woke up from a long coma. I'm seeing everything that I was blind to while on the pills. I've also noticed that I'm having some aneixty and depression but I'm staying strong. I'm trying not to tear up while writing this but I just want to say thank you for all for the help. I thought I was alone but you guys helped me in so many ways. Big, Suzzane, and Ray really helped me get through this week. I still can't believe that I wasted a whole year of my life addicted. Idk what's gonna happen in the days ahead, I just want to take it one day at a time. I'm feeling GREAT by the way! Now I just have to stay focused on the main thing....staying clean! Im so thankful for the veterans on here that continue to show their support to us. Thank you guys!!!!!