Back here again... already know many ofy ou

[onestepaway]

Before I mentioned that I am "back"... just a new name now.  Anyway I am fighting to get clean and stay that way.  I tried to c/t today and ended up home sick all day.  I have already missed so much time from work because of this damn addiction, I can't keep doing it.  But I hope to beat this thing once and for all.  I have gotten my adderall under control, but still trying to kick this vike habit.

[onestepaway]

that is fine... you have my sn from me emailing you.

[Dimboy]

I will add u to the messenger if you dont mind.

[onestepaway]

still no email, not sure what's going on.  i have my  messenger up in case the email finally pops up.  i have emailed a few others and it has come through so eventually yours should.

[onestepaway]

A lot happened, and it is hard to explain.  But regardless, I am where I am.

[Dimboy]

you sound determined.....I like that...let me ask you...something happened...and it was wrong..and it woke up up with a BIG slap on the face.....you looked around you...and you said to yourself....What the F am i doing!!!! enough is enough....did you go through something like that and now you feel sick of yourself being a slave to the pill...the tiny innocent looking pill???

[onestepaway]

Not yet, like you said I think yahoo is being slow.  It is the right time.  There isn't any other time that would be better.  

[Dimboy]

I replied to you...did you get my email? i think yahoo is delayed tonight.....Well...here is what it is...making it is not a choice anymore....but.....are you ready???? this is the question! is it the right moment??

[onestepaway]

I hope I keep taking those steps forward, I can't get through life if I don't.  I want to make it...

[Dimboy]

im gonna call you....onestepaday.....and in a couple of days...im gonna call you... astepalltheway!!! why? because you are gonna do it ! :)

LOL...yeah no osama's in here..please...we have enough to worry about. lol

[onestepaway]

You have your email listed on your profile...

Osa reminds me of Osama... lol.  Just call me "one".. lol

[Dimboy]

ill take it back...i got your email....sorry for the confusion

[Dimboy]

your nickname is too long to type...do you mind if i call you OSA?
I checked my email..no new emails.

[Dimboy]

you emailed me? one which email address lol

[onestepaway]

I thought you had the secret?  If you did you would be rich.  I emailed you for the secret, guess I was hoping for a miracle.  Oh well.

[Dimboy]

You got me there...now im speechless...lol

[onestepaway]

If you have a secret that works, tell us.  I'm sure many of us would love to know.

[Dimboy]

I agree that people deserve to have a " fresh" start.....I've done it before...I've moved from a country to another for years...you know that.....But i am sure that things ALWAYS happen for a reason....Don't be hard on yourself....we will be here for you.....I have a secret way to get over Vicodin lol want a hint? ;)

[onestepaway]

I typed a message and it came up blank - weird.

I was saying that people may come up with some guesses but as they say "I'll never teeeell"... lol

[desertgirl]

NP, I wish you all the best, all we can do is take it one day at a time and try not to be so hard on ourselves : )

[onestepaway]

Good to hear, Dimboy.  Nice to know people are out there beating this thing.

[onestepaway]

I would but a lot of things have happened and I kinda just want to start over.... fresh.  

[desertgirl]

sorry to see you "back", would you mind telling me what your old screen name was? thanks...

[Dimboy]

glad to know you're ok.....I kicked vicodin last week....thanks to someone...