Gabapentin withdrawal

How long does it take to recover from adverse reactions; it is 4 months since i stopped it and had a hell withdrawal detox, like d,t`s,a toxic flu temors, agitation. could no eat sleep or think and was stressed, agitated and exhausted for weeks, now my legs go weak and have falls a lot, balance and co ordination issues. this is one hell of a dangerous drug, the pain clinic gave me no information on the side effects, nor did my GP,it can cause abnormal thinking, suicide, worsening of depression, it used to wean people off ice.This drug crosses the blood brain barrier which accounts for foggy thinking, head wooziness, toxins in the brain.I also had bruises just appearing, this is an coagulation defect.a toxic rash, bowel bleedingI prrett pretty much felt I was going to die, You need to taper down slow off this or you can have seizures.