at about 2PM yesterday I was the greatest husband in the world...hugs/kisses, apologies for being so mean to me...by bedtime I was ruining our marriage, I'm an a$$hole that can't be trusted (a couple of years ago I spent a brief period looking at porn on the net....I've never gone to a "gentlemen's club" (well, in 38 years), never rented a porn movie off of cable and never bought one home...I haven't even looked at a playboy in over 20 years. and my porn viewing days have been over for months...but because of that I'm not to be trusted, I'm disgusting and a poor excuse for a man.
today it was my fault that she was in a lot of pain and didn't do anything..."what do you want me to do...call a doctor?" "no" bring you something to eat? no..what do you want me to do to make you feel better? She had a PT appt this morning...cancelled it..had an ortho appt this afternoon..cancelled it...and yet t is all my fault.
Hey,.........whats all this huggin' goin' on in here???
Count me in, if there is any left,,,seems like I'm always late for the good stuff!
Sounds like you need a hug then......No you are not always wrong. We usually all play a part in the war at home but blaming someone else for everything isnt right. I was a good one for blaming everyone for everything and when they would hit a nerve all he!! would break loose. I hope things straighten out for the 2 of you. Hang in there Jim.....your a good man. sara
There is not enough ether on the internet for my list - - but yes.......I need a hug!
Jim - Even an old hippy like yourself shouldnt be wrong all the time..... there must be something in the air - - Sounds like time to break out a Crossroads DVD and crank it up!!!
I'm beginning to think that the marriage between Mr and Mrs Beargizmo is going down hill...I'm reaching the end of my rope as far as various issues are concerned..and I have a nice inhertitance that should show up at about the right time...this is not my first choice....but folks, I can't always be wrong and I am not the cause of her ailments and don't need it all taken out on me...and I brought that up today and the roof blew off the house.
Jim
Feeling very down today. I would love a group hug. Addict live in is comsuming my thoughts again. Thanks Nancy
I could use a hug...my son went home on Monday and I miss him terribly..I screwed up my back today just fixing the toilet flapper and I'm generally depressed..
Love you all
Jim
Almost forgot - here's another hug. I won't be here too much - we're taking some time off. **********HUGS********
We all need hugs - so .... HUGS to you.
Also, I find my cats and dogs give a lot of comfort so here are some ankle rubs and purring from our cats and a request from the dogs to sit beside you and give you some "dog energy". Hope you aren't allergic. Hope you feel better soon.
BIG HUG TO EVERYONE! STAY POSITIVE!
August is probally my worst month, as far as my emotional health goes. I'm on some meds now that are working well for me but today the tears started and believe me when the tears come it's a pure flood of emotion of soulful deep grief.
I hurt soooo bad I feel soooo sad. It's the little girl in me kinda sad, I want my mommy kind of sad, Jest sad for the state of the world sad, sad for homeless people sad, sad for parentless children sad , sad for suffering animals sad, Sad Sad Sad.
So I am going to do a creative visual, I will place myself in the middle of all these hugs and allow the love to come through and confort me.
Thanks to all who came on board...you never know who needs a hug....Debra
Hugs to ALL....everyone needs hugs...and I love getting hugs too...
Beargizmo Remember This To Shall Past......BIGGGGG Hug To You and Yours
Lesa Thank you for the beautiful heart prayer
Lonewolf Has a journal up asking for support for tomorrow's test
Freebird ( 3rd. person )LOL. has a journal up,posting on Gizzy;s safe travel.
It's like the old K Mart blue light special...Once the gates are open you really get a feel of what people are going through and the things they really need .
Today I am depending on divine direction to lead me where I need to go...........Blessed Be
I LOVE HUGS!!! And I need some supportive friends! Just got back on here after a long time off. Friend request me or send me some please! =)
I haven't been to a meeting yet today so I will gladly take a hug!!
(Mary, are you double-hug-dipping?...LOL)
Sorry Gizzy , just couldn't help myself.
Just re-read your post. I need a hug because I'm having another test done soon and I'm really anxious about. Also need a hug because of family problems. Who doesn't need a hug?
This was a great topic = )
I am in for the free hug. Ok who is touching my ***, haha
Jim im sorry things are rough right now...sending you a big hug and a huge platter of virtual chicken and dumplings and apple pie!
Freebird - here's a hug right back and a milkbone and dog hair for being so late = )
***** HUGS*****
Thank you Freebird for your very generous mentioning of me of be included in a group Hug.. I accept with much warmth and return with abundance for all of our MH Family..
I would like to leave our family with a Native Prayer as I think it applies to all.. with much warmth and respect for all.. lesa
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"Our religion is not one of paint and feathers; it is a thing of the heart" as a follower of Handsome Lake once said. This statement expresses the true center and root meaning of Native Spirituality, the heart.
Prayers are said with the heart and carried upon the wind. These are thoughts for the heart, soul and the mind, to remember who we truly are, where we come from and where we are going.
We are all connected, connected to each other. letakos
I sure could use one. Thanx for the invite freebird!
I have noooooooo news from outotown for days now, anybody?
Hey where are all the men? You guys who came aboard and got a big juicy hug should sent out a personal invite to your male friends, I wouldn't want them to miss it. I hope to keep it going for a few days at least til the weekend is over for those out of town. Speaking of OUT OF TOWN any news?
Great thought Corey411 ( A GIRL LOL) If you are a member of other communities go spread the word.
Lonewolf....I'm waiting