Jean pockets are empty.

I feel so strange today.  Usually when I am at work I will put my pills in my pockets of whatever I am wearing.  So I can take them without anyone noticing that I popping pills all the time.  Well today - my first day completely clean - no Vic's, no Ultram, no Soma or Xanax.  I do not have to worry about it - I love this feeling.  Nothing in my pockets - is wondeful!  These prior two days have been a struggle - Ultram got me through.  Today all I am taking is Midol as directed (girls you know what that is for).  This is just amazing to me.  I am even able to work today.  I think that when I fell off the wagon this time - it was not for that long.  I am sure that is making my recovery a lot easier.  Even if you guys slip take it from me - it gets better and you would be surprised how quickly.  The sooner you get back on the wagon - the sooner you will get better.

Anyway just thought I would share that! lol

Back to work I go - miss you guys and I hope that you are hanging in there.  If I continue to feel better - I think I will take a day trip on Saturday.  Saying I can do that again without pills - is miracle number 2 today.

luv,

shel

[swany]

I just posted to you just a second ago.  CONGRATULATIONS!!!!  Man!  You should be so proud of yourself!  I am so happy for you.  YOU DID IT!!!!!  Have a wonderful, clean and clear day at work and I sure hope you take that day trip on Sat.  You deserve it!!  

I just wanted to quickly post and say how happy I am for you!  ROCK ON BABY.........ROCK ON!!!!

Swany :)

[princ]

It is great when you feel the power of being in control again. Way to go girl!