I'm 2 months clean going on 3 and I'm just thankful to be strong enough to do this on my own with family support. I'm thankful to have my son and watch him learn new things everyday he is such a big boy and I love him so much today he went on the potty for the first time. :)
I have been opiate free since sept o9 and have not been on this forum much lately.I had to have mycomputer fixed and am not sure if my log in survived.I am going to try to log in now to tell everyone that I am doing great and have not slipped at all.I deal with any pain using otc ibuprofen and tylenol and heat pads.
I'm about 1 month away from having 2 years clean of all mind altering substances! That in itself is such a positive for me, but since I fully gave myself to the AA/NA programs, I have experienced so many blessings in my life that it's almost unbelievable. I've got a strong connection to my higher power, I landed an amazing job, and I've lost almost 80 pounds through diet and exercise (a lot lol). Even though life is still life and it's not always perfect, I could not be in a better place.
Im About 5-6 weeks without opiates and its as if im walking into a whole new world. The foggy veil is lifted and my true feelings, senses and desires are beginning to come back. Im one more day towards being a me again. Thank the lord and god bless
-B
Today I went to work, paid taxes and didnt hate myself to ingest posion into my body hoping somebody else would die (resentmetnt) lol LIFE IS GOOD
I am extremely grateful to be 6months and 9 days clean today..The clarity of mind I have today is amazing...
Thats what I am talking about!! You Go Girl, One day is victory, and a bedtime story is a blessing.
I am going through w/d right now... end of day one. Although I have no energy, I mustered up the strength to tell my sweet boys a bedtime story and give them loves. I know I will soon be a better mamma to them!