Shel - Tim - Mj

Just wanted to let you know sorry i didnt post sooner, our power has been out all freakin day! Arrggghhhh............

Anyway, i got the benzos and took one and withing ahhh about 45 min. or so i started feeling much more relaxed, much better than i was feeling today.

Granted - the cravings were still there, but not nothing like they were. So overall i guess it does help me somewhat.

I am glad o got them today, now hopefully tomorrow they will make me feel much better...

How are all of you doing tonight?

Been thinkin of ya all, all day today. Made me nutzzz power being out, but i am back now...Thank Goodness!!

xoxo
Love

Me

[hopeless]

PS - what da think of my new bikini there Timmy?

Like it? Got it just for you my friend....lol

OMG - i think i am freakin losing my mind!

Benzo's must be working - unless i am just getting tired, who knows!

**********************************YIPPY*************************************

God is good God is GREAT God helped me find this place.    (  -  :


luv

me

[hopeless]

Ok Ok...

We all still at Tims house swimming or what?

I left and thought i was at Tims house, it was a big beautiful pool - with a real good looking guy there, hmmm...he said his name was Tim...But didn't see any of you girls there. So whats going on, where ya all at now?

I had a great time swimming at Tim's pool....How bout it flushin bro?

They all missed out, oh well we had a BLAST!!!!

lol - maybe they got lost on their way to your place...wish they would get back, i am ready to tell them how much fun we had...HardeeeHarHar!!!!!!!!!


( - ;

xoxo

Me

[tzt2lady]

No wonder when I called that guy at the pool "Tim" he just mumbeld, "OK"!


Hope glad you are feeling better.

[hopeless]

Hear i sit all alone
wondering where my friends have gone
They all left me, how rude!
Guess i'll get in a mood!
Waahhh Waahhh BooHoo
Just heard a cow MOO
While i sit and wait for you
I will try to imagine a zoo!
See a tiger, and a bird
OMG, i am being a NERD!
This is fun, trying to rhyme,
but am i just wasting my time?
Oh well, i want my friends back
They better hurry, or i'm gonna attack!
This is the end, no more poem for me
I'll just sit here and wait for Shelby


OMG listen to me, i am really losing it here.... I made this up, now i am laughing my butt off.....

Glad i can amuse myself tonight!   ( - :

Let me know when someone gets here, lol


xoxo
Me

[hopeless]

lol

yes i am feeling a little better now, thank Goodness!

I am acting crazy now, writing all these poems while i am waiting for everyone to get here....lol

How are you doing tonight?

Hope

[hopeless]

     ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tim ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Tim Tim Tim, my favorite man,
he's so cute and very Tan!
Tim is GREAT and very SWEET,
Would luv to tickle his feet!
Hear him giggle and hear him laugh,
Then stick him in the very cool bath!
Get him out and see him frown,
then turn him into a BIG fat clown.
After all that, get on his back
and give him a little love smack!
Oh Tim Tim Tim, whats ya gonna do?
When this surfer girl comes for you!


Okay - really i am done now! Can't stop writing poems now, lol...

This is fun!

Ok i quit, i will behave now! Sorry!!!

me

[tzt2lady]

Im doing ok.  Just relaxing after my daughter picked up my grandaughter who I babysat all weekend.  She is a lil pistol, that one, but very sweet.

Now Im contemplating getting in the shower and preparing for the week, have papers to grade.

I love you poetry, poetess lol!!!   Wait til Tim reads that!!!!  Shelby will be cracking up, we need some laughter up in here, don't we????

You sound great.   Its good to hear you smile (-:
tzt

Ya know what?  When I tried to do the profile picture I accidentally somehow sent that pic to all my contacts, including some of my sons teachers, my ex's family members, etc. etc. lol!!!  All day Ive been getting these Uhhhhh.....thanks for the picture..............ummm....how are you?  type of messages from people and Ive had to explain as best i could.   How embarrassing!!!!!  But funny too!

[hopeless]

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Mary~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My precious Mary, she is so kind and sweet,
just the kind i am happy to meet!
She's an angel, have helped so many,
And she does not even charge a penny!
She's a life-saver, better than my favorite icecream flavor!
Glad i know her, will never forget,
She's the one I'm so glad i have met!
Such a sweet soul she's got,
Gotta love her a whole lot!
She's my angel, my guiding star,
without her, we wouldn't know who we are!


Okay - i am done for real this time...just had to do one for my Mj....

Luvs ya girl

Me

Ps - How are you doing anyway? Havent talked much with you lately

[tzt2lady]

Yep.  I teach teens with emotional and behavioral difficulties and for some reason I fit right in.lol!!   I love my job and the kids.  I'm teaching summer school.  Its pretty laid back.  We are going to McDonalds for breakfast this Friday.

Where is everyone???

tz

[hopeless]

LOL, bet they got a kick from all the pics... Too funny!!!

Yes, i agree sometimes we all need something to make us smile on here.

Are you a teacher?

I am glad to hear you are doing ok, that is great!

xoxo
Me

[hopeless]

That is so great what you do....you are a wonderful person, you truely are!

I dont know where everyone is, but dangit i wrote poems for them, so they better hurry...lol

I put alot of time into that too, lol...

Hopeless

[lonote]

I have this friend, her name is Hope.
Has a little problem its called dope.
She wants to stop, I'll tell you why.
Cuz if she don't, she thinks she'll die.
She's gonns stop, I know I'm right,
Because this chick is dynamite!!!

[tzt2lady]

Fred, Fred, Shels new cat
found a home and a mom at that
he was mended
now he is tended
by the family who took him
and made him whole again
If only Freds vet
could fix us like "thet"
and we could all be gurus
while munching on churros


Ok, ok,  "vet" and "that" don't rhyme but we can improvise, right?

[tzt2lady]

Us, Us, lets all cheer
If we weren't all there, we'd be all "here"
Some are a cravin'
some are a ravin'
but support is the what
saves our butt
all it takes is a little login
and little by little we are
sane again
so lets all chat
don't be a brat
and show up soon
to rock this room

OMG  its contagious!   Hoooooopppeee!!!  See what you started????? lol!!

[hopeless]

OMG - laughing my butt off.............That was cute!!!!

It is contagious isn't it? Too funny!!!!

Wish they would get here, we are gonna have them laughing!

[lonote]

I have this friend, her name is Hope.
Has a little problem its called dope.
She wants to stop, I'll tell you why.
Cuz if she don't, she thinks she'll die.
She's gonns stop, I know I'm right,
Because this chick is dynamite!!!

[lonote]

Oh good Lord it is catchy. I've caught the bug. We'll be rapping tunes all night.

[hopeless]

Fred is fixed, and has a home,
no more booboo's they are gone!
Fred Fred poor little Fred
has a mom who is feeling a lil' dead!
Fred's a cat, who can catch a rat!
But the other cat is just a slut
who watches mamas little butt!
Hope Fred, don't watch mama too,
or he might say WAHOOOOO!
Then there will be 2 cats,
that will want that!


Hehehehehehehehehehehehe

OMG - i need to quit this... i have tears coming out of my eyes now from laughing so hard....


Hope

[hopeless]

This room is feeling empty,
we need our little friendsys!
So hurry up and get here,
lets all do a freakin cheer!
Another day has gone,
so it is time to sing some songs!
Yippy Skippy i am so very happy,
now dammit, guys get here snappy!
Makin me mad, cause i wanna play,
and you are causing me a delay!
Mj, Shel, and Tim, i am NOT gonna tell you again...
Need you NOW, Not gonna wait,
I was gonna bake you a cake!
You can forget it now, I'd rather give it to the cow!
It's your fault, you weren't here,
so all you get is this STUPID cheer!


OMG - i am roflmao..........

Hurry up guys, where are you?


Hopeless

[tzt2lady]

Lonote, lonote, shes can lure 'em
She writes poetry on the addiction forum
We wanna stay clean
So we stare at the screen
and the words just come through
like nobody ever knew
And all the while
we make each other smile
Cuz we are forum friends
And to that there is no end


By
TZT

[tzt2lady]

Oxys schmoxys you aren't so tough
The Addiction Forum rappers gonna kick your butt
Thought you could take us
Tried to shake us
but didn't know you were messin with these cyber-mamas

We aint goin down
We are sticking around
Writing poems and lines
about happier times

Its the journey not the destination
So lets lighten up and get our laugh on

Smile and sing and get real silly
cuz the withdrawals will put us throught he milly
Day by day, hour by hour
together we can, we got the power

LOL!!!Can you hear the beat now???

[lonote]

I luv lymricks!!

[tzt2lady]

I must be losing it....................we should have an anthology of collected addiction forum works...LOL!!!

[tzt2lady]

I must be losing it....................we should have an anthology of collected addiction forum works...LOL!!!

[lonote]

I'm getting tired, so Im going to sleep
But this forum rocks,man the shyt is deep!

[lonote]

I love you now! You ladies turned this evening around in a heartbeat. I know if we lived close by we'd all be friends!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats the fact,,,,,Jack!!!!!!

[lonote]

first we were bummed, and now we're not
cuz with a little humor,I think thats hot!

[marcatj]

thank yo honey!!!!!!  that is SO SO sweet!!!

I am SOOOOOOO glad you are feeling better!!!  good reminder to us all - feelings, they DO pass!!!  they are only momentary...

oh sweety... so so glad to "hear" you smile..

My friend Hope
With tons of class
She reminded us tonight
That feelings DO pass!
My friend Hope
Filled with fun and sass
I like her so much
Tatted her name on my ass!


How ya like me now????  :-)

xoxoxox
(gonna get in the bath - then brb!!!)
xoxox again!
me!

[tzt2lady]

That was tooooo good.  Maybe we need to shoot an email to Tim and Shelby?  Of course they may have turned in for the night.

MJ  --- You soooooooooo  rock!!    I love your addition to the poetry collection!

Gotta get in the shower.......................Hope you are so much fun!

[hopeless]

OKay Okay if you guys don't get here soon,
Me and Tz might as well fly to the moon!
We are high, on life that is,
screw the drugs, screw it all
We will just bang against the wall.
Don't need pills, to have fun,
just need our friends tuns and tuns!
So get your butts here, have no fear!
We are bored and losing our minds,
so would you please just be kind?



I wanna quit writing poems now, so you guys better hurry up!  lol

Hope

[tzt2lady]

I am 'bout to pee my pants ladies!!!!!   This is too funny!!

Toddy, Toddy, hes the man
He will do it, yes be can

He makes us smile
He walks the mile

With his beautiful words
that make us NOT feel like turds

He isn't hatin
he's just stayin

around to keep us all together
until our loads aren't heavy but lite as a feather

We love our Todd
Now give a wink and a nod!

[hopeless]

Awwwwwwwww girl, Damm that was good! Really made me laugh....It is true too, my name is on your azz......

too freakin funny!

I might be in bed when you get back, if so then will talk to you tomorrow....

Took my sleeping pill, don't know if i can make it much longer....

luv you girl

xoxo
Me

[lonote]

what about me??? I rock too!!If I do say so myself, and I do.

[hopeless]

Okay, last poem for me for the night - I need to get some sleep...will check in tomorrow morning, and Tim and Shelby you betterhave read ALL of these wonderful poems...we worked very hard on them.....Just for you guys...

this is my good nite poem to all:

Now I lay me
Down to sleep.
I pray the lord
My shape to keep.
Please no wrinkles
Please no bags
And please lift my butt
Before it sags.
Please no age spots
Please no gray
And as for my belly,
Please take it away
Please keep me healthy
Please keep me young,
And thank you Dear Lord
for all that you've done!


Luv you all
Good nite guys! See you tomorrow, ya better be here then, you hear me? lol

xoxo

Me - Hope

[tzt2lady]

Girl, YOU SO ROCK!  I am so glad you were here tonight and for your wonderful spirit/sense of humor.  You bet if we all lived closer together and went out we might get dangerous!!! lol!!!

G-nite all.
tzt

[hopeless]

Oh my God, i was in bed,
but keep thinkin about Fred.
Worried about him, cause of his brother,
Don't want Fred to watch his mother!
This isn't good, having 2 cats
might give mamma a heart-attack!
Keep Fred from his brother,
he don't need to watch his mother!
Fred's the good one, Keep him that way,
Shel - just show him a lil' skin, and i'm sure he'll stay!
No need to have two preverted cats,
Tell Fred to sit on daddys lap!


OMG - guys, i was really in bed, and keep thinking about stupid poems now...Had to get back up just to type this to you.

I really am going to bed now....For Real!!!  lol


Nite guys

luv you
Me

[tzt2lady]

Ok, its 5 AM and I am getting ready for work but had to jump on and re-read our poems and saw the last one Hope wrote and i am sitting here LMAO!!!!!!

Damn we're good!!!