My prayer time is coming up and i have added you to my list. You have made the first step. You know you need help. I don't quite understand how you are mentally addicted but not physically. I think or know i was just the opposite.
There is help out there, reach out to someone, dr. or counselor. Please keep posting. God Bless. TJack
I have a friend who is a Pharmacist and had almost the same story. He was stealing pills for a few years and got caught. He had no physical withdrawls but it was very mental. He then had to go into a diversion program and all the scrutiny of his colleges. He know is doing fine and hasn't had a narcotic in many years and still works in the Pharmacy. He has a different addiction than me as it was physical and I need some meetings and a lot of God. It's tough when peole generalize about addiction because there are levels of dependency. I am one of the most dependent types but it doesn't sound like you are there but could probably get there. I hope you can stop before serious trouble begins. all the best
welcome..
I guess you should wish yourself lucky for no pysical pain..For me i am glad i felt so bad, so i don't want to ever go back there..
I don't know anything about the meds you are talking about..
I will tell you i have over 60 days and there are times i still have cravings...I would look into some type of aftercare, whether it be meetings, counsouler, etc..
you sound like you really want off of this rollar coaster so, i think you will make it..
good luck
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