Thank you everyone.

[Amandag78]

From the bottom of my heart. I thank you all for your love and constant support. I wont be on this forum anymore. I will never forget any of you. Please dont respond as i wont answer.
My tears wont stop while im writing this because i feel like im loosing you all. Thank you Debbie, A.B.N, Tooter, Spike, Taking my life back, Weaver, Jugglin and Spider. Im sorry if i have forgotten anyone.
I really do love you all. Thank you so much, you will always be in my hearts.

[Amandag78]

Thank you so much clean-in-ks, thats really sweet of you.
It really, really means a lot to me.
Glad your back too : )

[clean_in_ks]

So glad you thought thru this and came back, Amanda!

I was without a way to post for almost a month and by the time I was able to post again... you had returned.  I'm SO JAZZED that you did!  You are a VERY important voice here on our forum, you know that, right?

There are times when we all have a need to "back off" for one reason or another.....but the ones who stop posting and helping others are usually the ones who relapse.  That's where that paradox comes in:  in order to keep our recovery....we have to give it away~

[Amandag78]

Thank you : )

[sofloblindman]

Glad you're back :-) :-)

[Amandag78]

Ok my password was wrong. I fixed it. I do have to friend some of you again.

[AmandaJ78]

Thank you guys all so much. Yes i felt so broken without you all. Im so happy your all still giving me support. I havent had friends like you guys since before my drug use and i wont ever take it for granted.
I seem to have 2 accounts atm but i cant get into my old one. They sent me an email last night to tell me my acc was active again, but it wont recognise my name or password, hopefully it will get sorted soon.
Thank you all again, i cant tell you how much you all mean to me xxxxxxxxx

[VICourageous]

WE ARE FAMILY..I got all these sister, brothers & me.. YOU are part of the Family!! Glad you decided to stick around.

BLESS

[nonights]

You just made my day cause u came back honey. Whoopie.

[ActingBrandNew]

Im so happy you came back! :)

[weaver71]

Hey, you have to realize you are only disappointing yourself. The only thing that would be disappointing is if you disappeared and gave up. I'm glad you were here long enough to realize we care and you miss that. Welcome back, you are not the first to make us feel concern, nor will you be the last, but that is why it is so important we are here for each other. I'm glad you are here. By the way, I think most of us have felt like leaving forever at some point, I take breaks all the time. Progress over perfection ever reminds us to place principles over personalities.

[atthebeach]

Welcome back Hun. I was very thankful to see you this morning.
You are loved.

[jugglin]

Hi Lovely -So happy to see you this morning.  SO happy you are back!
xoxoxo
J

[spider6]

Sweet girl, so glad you are back!!!!!  Yaaay, I was concerned, (a lot of us were).  Purge girl!  Hugs xo

[AmandaJ78]

Hello guys thank you so much. You have overwealmed me. By sunday night i was a mess, i missed you all so much. I havent cried like that in over 10 years. I wasnt going to come back because i said i wasnt. And now there was a big fuss from me about nothing, so i am very sorry to you all. I love you all so much and i need you all in my life for as long as i can have you all. I closed my account and had to open another one. Again i hope you all forgive me, your my support and the reason i smile everyday. I tried another forum and i couldnt fill the void of you guys. I really need you all so much.

[ywf27]

I just want you to know that I've read your posts as well and YOU have helped me. Come back if you can. This community will be broken without you.

[VICourageous]

WTF!! What is going on around here? This is 2 people in 2 days now.
YOU are SO helpful out here. I love reading what you have been saying..Just was going to invite you as friend so I could follow you..PLEASE if it was something on here just let it go..Tell them not to reply in your post. I really can not see that it was from here because of your replys..(very nice ones)

If it is in your personal life then please do what you must, BUT Please come back. We need you here and I really mean it!!! lol

[jugglin]

I sure hope you don't let one thread get you so down that you leave.  WE know what you meant and that you love and care about others.  People get emotional and heated...words can be misread...as can intentions. Addiction can be a tough subject to discuss, as can motherhood. You have helped many with your story, your words, your heart.  You matter and are important to our forum.  Please reconsider.
Love always,
J

[spider6]

Amanda, I think I know why you are upset hon; please pm me?

[jugglin]

Sweet girl...please talk to us.  

[dirtydirk]

hmmmmmm thats odd  hopefully everything is ok

[atthebeach]

Amanda huni what happened? You are scaring me?
What's wrong?
I love you.

[spider6]

Alright is what I meant to say

[spider6]

Wth is going on?  I just woke up and saw this.......? Are you sleight? What happened?