Thank you to Tim, Emilyanne and everybody that offered advice

[bobbyjean]

I know I have been quiet lately and not writing much.  That is because I felt like such a loser for relapsing.  Tim suggested that I make a plan and I tried to taper.  I was a failure at that too.  The good news is that I am going to go in for detox.  I finally told my mother about everything when I broke down.  She knew that I had a problem but she did not know how bad it was.  She said she would pay for what my insurance did not cover.  I want to thank all of you here who believed in me and made me feel like I wasn't the biggest loser in the world.  I hope to be able to give you good news when I get back.  I think I am making the right decision.  Thank you, Bobbyjean

[road2recovery]

Good choice...Good for you..You probably feel so releived for getting it off your chest and just being honest..i will pray your stay is a good one..Make sure you look into them very good..There are some great ones and some not so great ones..you have support and that is great.
i wish you nothing but the best
now, you post when you get back~~
R2R

[lady_m]

Unfortunately I didn't see your post about relapsing, but it sounds like you are definitely on your way to sucess.  It's hard to admit what you have, and even harder to fix it.  But you are and that is wonderful.  You are NOT a loser or a failure and I hope you don't still feel that way.  I think telling your mom was a huge step, and now you have one more person in your cheering section.

You said you "hope to be able to" give us good news when you get back.  Know that you WILL be giving us good news when you get back.  Plain and simple.  You're going to beat this and we all can't wait to hear about it.

Lots of love to you bobbyjean!

[marcatj]

you ARE making the right decision.. and good for you for being brave enough to not only admit it, but to go and get help.

good luck girl... you'll do great...