Thanks

Hi everybody, I been lurking here for a couple of weeks now. I decided to post after reading Hope's posts. It woke me right up. I been taking Hydrcodine 5/500 for about 5 years after breaking my ribs. Now I am addicted. I went to the Dr. and he put me on darvon to help with w/d. So I stop taking the Hydr. for two weeks. But I got so depressed (I am on an antidepressant) I started taking my boyfriend's painkillers. I will sneak and take 1 or 2 of his meds every other day. I feel like I am a low life. I don't steal, but I will steal my boyfriend's meds. who I love dearly and is my soulmate. I am such a jerk. But tomorrow is a brand new day. And I am going to kick this addicton so I can stop feeling guilty about stealing and have a heathly life. Thank you all for giving me the courage to beat this thing!