Withdrawls are worse on sunday

Why is that? I opted not to go to church with my wife. Told her I wasnt feeling well (and Im NOT).

So I am willing to take one to end this, but I want to wait till tomorrow. I don't see myself as willing to stick out the withdrawls anytime soon...

I love these pills but hate them so much.

[lucyred68]

oh, hun, you should have gone to church.  it would have given you strength.  at least, it does me.  my friends (family, really) at church are my biggest support through this.  they are all so proud of me and help me to toe the line.  the best support group a person could have.  you'll find the strength to do what you know you have to do.  i'll be praying for you.  going to go take a little nap, now, but i'll be back to see how you are doing.

Lucy

[princ]

The more you keep busy, the better  you will be. The problem is that you feel like **** and the last thing you want to do is keep busy. It is a very difficult place to be because no matter what you do it is hell. However, this is temporary. I am unsure if you ever lose the desire to take a pill and feel that momentary great high but I do know how much better you feel when you get off of the stuff and get through that difficult initial withdrawal. Everyone seems to have things that work better and I suppose it is somewhat individual. One this if sure however, if you take a pill it will not end it. It will make you feel better for a few hours and then back to hell. Please hold on....that is all I can say. Either way I wish you well and know how you feel if that helps at all. It is a love/hate relationship but if you were to make a list of all of the postiives and negatives, I think you would find it tilts very quickly as the negatives would be so heavy....keep trying...