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650054 tn?1224091717

denial

ok im new to this website but i figured i get my problems out cause i dont let anyone know whats going on in my life. i been addicted to painkillers (everything) mostly roxicet and oxycontin for bout 6 months now. i sell them and thats how i got addicted i sell oxys roxys perks vics pretty much all of them. i take anywhere from 6 roxys a day to 4 oxy 80s. its ridicoulous. i hate it but its just so easy cause i sell and (snort) them for free. when i dont have them the withdrawals are bad. i tried quittin like 10 times but cant even go a day without them. the first 16 hours suck so bad that i need to take them. i run out of them and i get so worried cause i made myself believe i need them. i cant sleep a mintue without them. i come from a good home and a family that cares about me. but now look im a drug addict. i never ever did any drugs when i went out i tried perks once and i got hooked. now i dont drink or smoke nothing just snort these pills. im only 17 and i do 300 mgs a day. my sister trys to help but nothing works. im getting ready to try and quit. i got a few suboxone and some zanex. i prepared for the worst. so i could use some advice please help me thankk you
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650054 tn?1224091717
im sorry i relapsed i went like a day and was feeling sick my friend called me and
i picked up a bunch of roxys. for a cheap price. i feel like a scumbag now. everyone thats tried to helped me lost faith cause of this. i cant believe it came to this im sorry
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The w/d process is tough, but it will make a soldier out of ya.
Once you get through the initial w/d and get the toxins out of your body, you will feel much better. it's a step you have to make and change your life for the better. you have to believe in yourself and you can do it.
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611067 tn?1458591483
YOU CAN DO IT!!!!  Stay focused and strong.  Be determined.  Stay here and let people support you.  GOOD LUCK!  You are both in my prayers!!!
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650054 tn?1224091717
yea im starting today. i just took my last oc 40 hopefuilly all goess well. thanks for your help i appreciate it
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340590 tn?1290952141
you both can do it.  i went ct off  240-320mgs oxy per day.  it was he11 for about 7 days, and i know i never want to do that again.  i did take a couple xannex i got from the dr.  it is hard but you can do it..p.s. i snorted them too.
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597547 tn?1251036764
yo man u can do this for real

all's i know is with the sub make sure u wait till ur in full withdraw mode, im not exactly sure how long with oc, bc i've never taken sub

u soudn alot like me, love the oxy and roxi, dude is been 48 hrs since i took last of it,
it ***** bad, but after tom should only get better

i seen putty CT on here off that much oxy or more, so i know we can do it

good luck to u stick around this board and keep posting and readin as much as u can!!
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