Ok so when I'm down and out I write. Mostly about recovery or drug addiction, but its an outlet. This poem is about the guy I was with in active addiction, who is still out there, no matter how much we talk and he says he wants to be clean, he just doesnt want it bad enough. I was told once, to never give up on those we think about everyday, so I wont give up on him, but I'm not going back either.....I think I'm between a rock and hard place. My social status is single, but my heart is taken...anyways....enjoy..let me know what ya think...
Love and peace to all..
carrie
I miss you, my soul mate,
I truly do,
its a shame I cant be with you,
I beg and plead, I'm on my knees.
What dont you see?
Its been a year,
since i've held you near,
We have changed,
its all so strange,
Why isnt it clear?
My love is real,
why cant you deal?
I try and remember your face,
the way we looked at each other,
the kisses and snuggles,
that led to cuddles,
The memories are surreal.
I'll never give up,
on what I know is us,
No matter the fuss,
or things we discuss,
our story is a must.