the Goddess has arrived!

[lonote]

Hello my friends.. I've changed my picture so you can see how really beautiful I am. Posing with me my cat jaguar! I hope you're all fine and staying out of trouble. The beautiful me is cathy with good esteem, I must feel good tonite, cause usually i'm fat and ugly...Okay not ugly...hehehehehe

[tzt2lady]

It is so difficult to deal with life on lifes terms.   I can understand why you are feeling so empty right now.   Our children are our hearts.   I am glad you are on the sub, it is a great safety net for times like this.  I know you are getting ready to taper off it soon so I hope you aren't suffering withdrawals on top of missing your  boy.
You have come a long way, Cathy.  You have raised a responsible young man who you are proud of.  You have made great strides in getting off all opiates.  You are in the last stages of being on the sub and soon will be completely drug free.  
I am proud of you.    Now, you just let yourself grieve your boy.  Take time and put on some sad music or look at his baby pictures and just let it all out.  Don't hold it in.     Post your thoughts, we are here for you.
hugs
tzt

[green eyed lady]

I am so sorry about your son leaving today...I honestly cannot imagine how painful that must be but I can imagine how proud you must be of him. I mean, I don't even know him and I'm proud!!  :)     You must have done a wonderful job of raising him...please help me because I need some tips with my son!! Oh well.

Cathy, if you need to talk, vent, laugh or cry just give a shout out and we will be here for you. God Bless.


God please keep our troops safe from harm so they can come home and be with their families. God Bless America....I am proud to be an American!!

[lonote]

Okay ,We can start now cuz my son, Curt just left. its been tears running down my cheeks for two hours now.,Its 6:00a.m. How do you deal with s--- like a straight person? When he left i cried and wanted pills. that old stupid thinking
I take suboxone so i'm protected there... it won't let narcotics inso no chase, no waste. A little blessing in discuise in that there little pill.Thanks for listening to me ent. your all sooo special, and i love ya for it. I hope you all are doing well.
habe a blessed Sunday...                  Cathy

[lonote]

Okay ,We can start now cuz my son, Curt just left. its been tears running down my cheeks for two hours now.,Its 6:00a.m. How do you deal with s--- like a straight person? When he left i cried and wanted pills. that old stupid thinking
I take suboxone so i'm protected there... it won't let narcotics inso no chase, no waste. A little blessing in discuise in that there little pill.Thanks for listening to me ent. your all sooo special, and i love ya for it. I hope you all are doing well.
habe a blessed Sunday...                  Cathy

[tzt2lady]

I love your picture and you are not fat nor ugly!!   You are beautiful.  Just post all your feelings here when you are missing your boy, ok?  tzt

[lonote]

Thanks hon. How is your weekend going? 4a.m. Curt is leaving for virginia and then off on a ship. I'll be boo hooing all day tomorrow i bet

[shelby74]

Your pic is very nice! :)  I love your kitty.

[lonote]

Its awful quiet... Where are my friends?

[lonote]

Its awful quiet... Where are my friends?