the dreading

Ok, i'm back i was here back in nov. or oct. was going thru w/d from percs, got clean then went back on the percs. so now i am soo dreading the w/d and hating myself. i've searched the house for anyhting to help or ge me thru it, muslce relaxers, anti inflam, and elavil. the elavil might help with the lack of sleep. for those of yu who been thru it, do yourselfs a favor stay clean. i with to hell i had. i hate those pills. my last one was 5 mg. at noon yesterday, i still have 5mg. and know when i get sick i will take it. my g/f hid 9 percs i replaced them with what resembled percs, she hasnt noticed it yet, when she does she will prolly leave me after a 8 yr. relationship, for waht? stupid pills.

[GoingToMakeIt]

Welcome back. Aren't these pills evil? They have a mind of their own. Their agenda hurts the quality of our lives.

[natalile]

Be honest. 8 year's is a long time, She will get it in the end, Prove to her now that you mean it. It's gotta come for you.
My fella sleep's with the benzo's, To help me taper. I sneak them for him then put them back.
People we love & love's you. You get through it.
All the best nat xxx

[cathy5841]

don't dread it just do it...and think it won't be that bad this time around...short use period, so they haven't built up  in your system so much.  when i quit back in, i was really worried about it too, but i kept tellin myself whats five days of hell compared a lifetime of hell on these pills.  its been 33 days and i feel wonderful!!!!