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I  TAKE 14 MG OF XANAX DAILY DOWN FROM 20 MG A MONTH AGO I TAKE 60 MG PROZAC DAILY AND  600 MG OF NEURONTIN AND  MOST DAYS I TAKE  ANYWHERE FROM 2000 MG TO 3000 MG OF VICODEN I AM TRYING TO TAPER OFF XANAX AND STOP COMPLETELY THE VICODEN. BUT I'M HAVING A REAL HARD TIME WITH THE VICODEN; ESPECIALLY BECAUSE MY MOTHER JUST PASSED AWAY 2 DAYS AGO. I AM VERY AFRAID OF HAVING A SEIZURE AND OR DYING. I WAS ON ATIVAN FOR 8 YEARS AND UP TO 30 MG TO 60 MG A DAY AND WAS TAKEN OFF COLD TURKEY AND I HAD A GRANDMAL SEIZURE.3 DAYS LATER WHILE AT THE DOCTORS OFFICE .AND WAS HOSPITALIZED FOR ONE WEEK. FOR 6 MOS I TOOK NOTHING AND NEVER FELT BETTER LIKE THEY KEPT TELLING ME. IN THE COURSE OF ONE YEAR I KEPT GOING TO REHAB .I WENT BACK AT LEAST 5 TIMES. I WAS NEVER WEANED MORE THAN A WEEK. AND EVENTUALLY STARTED REMEDICATING MYSELF TO THE POINT I AM AT NOW AND NEED IMFORMATION ON HOW TO SAFELY TAPER OFF XANAX AND THE VICODEN. AND REHAB OR SEEING A DOCTOR IS NOT AN OPTION NOW. IF I STOP THE VICODEN COLD TURKEY WILL THAT BE DANGEROUS AND WILL I SUFFER SEVERE SIDE EFFECTS. I SERIOUSLY WANT TO BE OFF OF THE XANAX  AND VICODEN AS SOON AND AS SAFELY POSSIBLE .ANTISAPATING YOUR REPLY.           FROM DESPERATE AND WORRIED

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p.s.......just copy and paste it.....faster than retyping it all

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substance abuse addiction community......post there

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Can u repost this on the other forum at the top....the substance abuse community......I think u will get great answers over there!!!!! Please try it over there!!!!!!!!!!