Can anyone help me a.s.a.p?

[ErinZoe23]

Hi, i was put on many medications, prescriptions wise and been praying and following my desires and intentions to Spirit . Because thats my belief and ive seen it work with my own 2 eyes. Your imagination manifest when you think about it 24/7  as in the bible.. how do u think God made us and the earth and he imagined it and thus was manifested into reality...  a strong thing we all forgot so long ago but proven to work scientific and spiritual..you truly do manifest what you imagine in your mind daily and constantly, so i been living as tho i am already there an already have had done all this and succeed and am back in college and am cured and so on. i imaginable and live like this everyday and see the changes so much everyday in my attitude and people just appearing out of nowhere. its insane.

But other then that i do need help, if anyone can give me daily remembers and talks and inspiration to take my meds correctly that would be amazing. i tried with ppl but they were addicts and my wn family cant trust and it hurts. I was doing well but had to take them back do to my mom taking them. I just want to take them properly and as need and am starting tomorrow. I know i can. with all the energy from everything living and created al around meand using it as positive energy and putting it back out to the universe and seeing it come back at me is amazing

so i ask if anyone is going through or has gone through could truly be my angel on the side and maybe text me or call , email daily. i know its a ot to ask but i have noone else. i have stopped wwith all my friends which is the best thing i have done and have separated myself and concentrating solely on my dad fo he is dying quite fast. but i need to workout again, i need things to do cuz besides that i do have a disease and have to fight that also... so tomorrow i start. tomorrow i pu a side my ego for i am going to succeed but my spirit and energy of the universe will succeed within me. Not erin but spirit.    

Thank you for listening and thank you if anyone inboxs me to help.  This is my last idea before i just say screw it and go away. but i cant go away yet, i cant leave my dad. 3rd stage dementia ..i will not put him in a home and i want him to be proud of me. ive been on this medicine for  yrs but have messed up bad the past yr. thank you again, Sincerely ErinZoe13  ..............%^#$636 gmail ^876&^$%#& Hope you al had a happy easter

[Ladykonnie]

We are here for you! And we are praying for victory. Please help us, what are you taking? Pain killers or anxiety medicine? How many and the dosage. This way someone here can speak with you and probably has been through the same thing. Right now I pray God  heals you. You are not alone. And I love how you say,  your imagination manifest what you think. It's true. First we think it then we do it. Our reality is in us. Even to walk from point a to point b we have to know first what we are doing then we do it.  It's SO hard to think clearly under the influence of drugs though.  
I'm sorry about your Dad. It's SO sad when someone SO close to us is sick. Much love and peace sent your way. Together we can beat this disease. Of course with God's help.  Hope you had an awesome Easter too.

[dominosarah]

Hi and welcome to the forum!

What meds are you on?  Are you taking too many a day?