Hello good folks,I'm tapering down from a very high dose of pain meds for the last 12 yrs i've been going to the same p.clinic. ...From 70 mg methadone to where I'm at today. 20mg 0pana ,15mg msir's ..now due to my stupidity my meds are gone early. My p.dr will not refill until my next appointment..I would love nothing more than to get off of this .However I'm scared to death! I went to a five day detox on my own about a month ago and ended up in er over night w/chest pain..I was checked out,and everything was ok....I'm still going to my dr.Still on opana...You get the pic..I'm very sick ,and tired of the whole mess..I'm able to use norco, and klonipin if i need for w/drawls..Klonipin is my medication.A friend can give me norco the yellow ones if I need them...I'm not sure of their strength.If I sound freaked out,It's cause I don't know what to expect..I guess what i need is a little encouragement.Advice from anyone with a knowledge of the unknown..I'm 55 yrs.,I'm sorry if I'm difficult to understand.Thank u very much...