You are very smart to get off the vic's .... I almost killed myself on them and yes my liver enzymes were very high. I almost went into liver failure. I am 7 days Vic free. It is hard but I made it through the worst part of the withdrawl, my head is clearer and hopeing to live again. My docs recommended to call the Pharmacy and say I am allergic to ALL narcotics just to keep off of them. Oce you become addicted it is easy to become additced to any narcotic. Good Luck to you!
my most important words of wisdom are GET RID OF THOSE DANG PILLS....that is a relapse waiting to happen. addicts cant have pills or their mind will make them crazy til they take them...be good to yourself and flush them....make some happy fish..lol
Today is a little tough mentaly for me. I really feel fine and feel like If I can beat it then I can control it.I want to take one so bad. Im a DJ and have a big job tonight.Its going to be the first time Ive had a big job without being on them.Ive never been so nervous.Im leaving soon and want to put one in my pocket just in case.Its so hard. Im not going to take one with me. I cant. Its going to be so hard to leave the house today. :-( I dont need them anymore. I just want it.How do I get over that? I cant take a xanax either.Ill be too loopy.
DAM VICS!!!
I found a bunch of pills yesturday I have 13 pills left and they are eating at my brain but Im convienced that if I get rid of them I will think about it more.Knowing they are here gives me the feeling that I have beatin them. I keep them next to tthe xanax and find it tough everyday. My original plan was to tapper down I made it down to a half a day and then got hold of some xanax. I took that instead for the last 4 days.I wanted to go down to half a vic every other day then down to a quarter a day. Now I just take the xanax. Im down to a quarter of that a day but am always tired and have trouble sleeping in the middle of the night. Any words of wisdom would be greatly appriciated.
Thanks everyone
glad to see you are now clean. remember play with fire and you will get burned. wont be long til your addict mind try to convince you is not nothing...be very careful!!!! keep going one day at a time and keep us posted
well you will have to change your name now. hah- because you are not the idiot anymore. so happy for you. it is like getting out of some kind of a jail huh?
it is different for everyone and you found what works for you. there really is no set instructions, is there. you felt secure going without because you had the reserve of a few pills.
just remember in the future that we cannot ever take them again. just because we are successful this time. in a few months you may be thinking that you could control it if need be now. but that is a lie and run.
best to you and your back hand? hah