100 days no methadone

Well I made it to the 100 day mark..Yay me !!! Things are a lot easier now still got some depression going on but nothing major. As many of you know I have been thru a lot in these last 100 days. I have to deal with the devistation in my area from the april tornadoes and deal with my drug addict sister. I think these things have only made me stronger and God knew I could handle it and thats why it happened the way it did. To show me that if I can get thru these things nothing is impossible. I have recently started reading my bible more and it has opened my eyes that there is a better life out there. You just have to find it within yourself to get there. I just want anyone to know that is going thru what I have went thru in the past 100 days that it WILL get better just hang in there.
Jennifer

[sudie58]

well done you!!  many congrats on 100 days!!!! that is a really great achievement!!!!!!!!!!!
god bless you!!

[gnarly_1]

HI Jenn good to here from you....WOOOO HOOO you made the 100 day mark things will start to eaze off a bit it was around 90 days that the stuff let go of me but congrads you survived a methadone detox and did it with flying colors im proud of you for one I know just what it takes .......your attitude was ausum threw the whole thing and you hardly complained im so happy for you7 it will keep getting better from here you will notice improvments at 6mo and even a yr people just dont understand what this stuff does to you recovery is a chalage to say the least ....I have detoxed off everything except heroin and hands down methadone was the worst .....I wish you all the best with your recovery good luck and God bless.....Gnarly

[JenniferLutt]

thank you both...I honestly dont know what I would have done without everyone on here including Teena. I am one of those people that when I put my mind to it there is nothing stopping me the hard part is getting me to put my mind to it. But yes gnarly you are right things are getting better with each day. However, my bipolar has seem to come out more and more this is the thing that is now worring me the most. I was told that antioxedents will help with the bipolar so I have been trying to make it a point to drink those Sobbe waters with it in it and the days that I have one of those I do a lot better. So for anyone out there that is bipolar and cant afford to go to the dr I highly suggest getting the antioxendents they do work.

[0421]

congrats on a 100 days, bless you for staying clean going through the tornadoes and all. I am not bipolar  but I have problems with premanic attacks, I know that it makes  it harder to stay clean as when you are up you seem  to be in a mood that makes you feel you can do anything, so watch the highs and  good luck and prayers to you, Congrats again, Bethany

[t_nuh_had_nuf]

OH YEAH!  100 days my friend-  Congratulations!!!!! We are very close in clean time and I will also say it does get better to anyone going thru this.  To me it feels like with my many years of abuse I have dug myself such a deep hole- It takes a lot time to climb out of it. I'm not gonna stop climbing-still a ways to go w/so much damage done but I keep climbing- we have been climbing together.  We WILL get out!  Have a super weekend! you deserve it. TEENA

[atthebeach]

hey jen,    

awesome!!!!!!!!!!!    oh happy day, i am so happy for you. and how did you do it?

step by step,minute by minute, day by day.  you are right we are made stronger  by the trials and tribulations of life. and with the LORD all things are possible. good for you, leaning on the everlasting arms of GOD, continue to abide , HE is faithful. keep the faith, trust,hope,believe,
i am very proud of you. thank you for checking in and letting us know how you are.
remember to keep up your guard,
sending hugs and continued blessings
debbie