102 days

[dede2121]

hey all it's been a bit since i checked in. still clean. cant believe 102 days. gosh they fly by.
i am still in counseling and dealing with major depression. other than that i am ok.

pills do cross my mind ocassionly (sp) but now i am more rational in my thinking. i used to rush out and get some and never think of the consequences of my behavior. now when it does cross my mind i remember the many withdrawls i went thru and just REALLY DO NOT have another detox left in me.

but life is good clean. now it's time to pick up the broken pieces and what little i have left of my possessions and get a life.
it's hard to think about all i have lost due to addiction but the main thing is i didnt lose my life. and for that i thank God for sparing me.

hope everyone is well and staying clean.
it can be done guys. i was a tough one just ask IBKLEEN. lol

hugs to all
dede

[dominosarah]

Congrats dede on 102 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  You sound like a new person!!!

[dede2121]

Thanks everyone.  Im doing pretty good.

[meegWpaw]

woo hoo for 102!  yay Dede!  congrats!

[vicki595]

I'm happy you're doing well Dede...I was just thinking about you!  Stay in touch here, okay?  xo

[lulu747]

Hey Dede you sound so CLEAR!
So amazingly proud of you and your hard work.
Thank God for no BS forum members like IBK who tell it like it is hey?

Looking forward to celebrating many more recovery milestones with you.
xo
Lu

[Amandag78]

Hey Dede, congratulations on 102 days clean !!!
Your doing wonderful, best of luck now and for the future : )

[IBKleen]

Speaking of IBKleen..here I am..rofl

Honey, I am so very proud of you! Boy was it a rough or what? I watched you go in and out of withdrawal and I was so worried for you that you wouldn't make it. But here you are and 102 day is awesome!! And counseling is great as well. You sound so good. Keep up the good lady! It gets better every day. Sending hugs and prayers!!!!!!!!!