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4614494 tn?1368356385

12 days free... No looking back

12 days of no methadone and I'm not looking back baby!!! The last few days  were a little tough w the anxiety.  But the next 4 days for me I will be working my tail off at the office.  So I'm expecting these next 4 days to be pretty darn good. Thank God I love what I do for a living.  it makes going to work a pleasure.  I love all my co workers, boss and all my patients!! So life is great!!

Sorry of I was a little aggitated the last few days. Just needed to vent to someone.  And u guys seem to be so supportive.  I thank u all for that.

On a postive note::: I worked out my abs on Friday and they are still sore this morning!!!  Craziness.  I love it tho!!! Lol. I was too lazy to do something to get my heart rate up so I decided abs  was the easiest thing I could do.   Don't know if they have ever been sore 3 days straight.  LOVE it!! ;)

I'm going to continue to beat this Beast!!  I still have a lot of fight in me.  And I know when I get weak that my God will carry me through the hard times.  Watched The Bible series that's playing on history channel last night.   Wow!!! It's so good. I highly reccomend it to anyone. Hugs to u all my friends.  Have a fabulous week.

Im sure I will continue to post my days throughout the next month until this anxiety subsides and I feel stable again.   Sorry to those who may get tired of seeing me on here.  My buddies are helping me fight this w their words of encouragment.   Love you guys!!!
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4341997 tn?1514588688
glad you had a good day girl!  tmrw will be even better!  you are doing so great!  
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Had a great productive day today.  Praying for all u Guys on mh.  Feeling bad about those sufferIng w wds.  
I hope by me being postive is not setting those who r struggling back;(  just read a post and feel bad for those

I really beleive having postive attitude to beat Thai beast along w all the excercise and clean diet w gold vitamins and all w gods help it's helping me through This.

God bless. Hugs friends.  Nearing 13 days!!!  Holy moly!!!!  
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Had an awesome day at wk. a busy mind and body make for a happy girl.  Thank god
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Aww thank u so much ladies.  Lol. I didn't realize how much I must have been posting yesterday in my anxiety. Lol. Prob need to filter that a bit.  Haha.

Yes I'm great today.  Thank God!!  Yes I have to keep posting.  It helps so much.  U guys r great!!!!
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You do sound much better today . . I know the anxiety thing is a real tough one.  But if anyone can do it, YOU can.  Just stay focused and keep looking forward - no going back now.  

Congratulations on 12 days.  You have worked so hard for this and deserve all good things to come your way :))

Julie
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4522800 tn?1470325834
Hi there girl friend..Boy I could feel your stress yesterday...I am glad you are much better today..I like what Gnarly said..Never heard of that one....Let us know how it works?? It got to be a good one coming from Gnarly.. You just keep on doing what u r doing it is working..Keep posting for support too..."The road to Recovery is not meant to be walked alone"
So post away..Great Job.......lol
vickie
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Glad your feeling great-I am to hear that you are! Thanks
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Thanks gnarly.  I will get some ASAP!!  I seem to be much better while I'm working.  Just have to keep myslef busy.  
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HI.....kicking methadone is a b itch but it is doable your symptoms will come and go most complain of a lack of energy and sleep problems you seam to be doing very well if you got a health food store nearby pick up some lemon balum it is a natural aid for anxzity just brew a cup of tea and add 15 drops to it it will help in about 1/2 an hour n...again congrats on your clean time........Gnarly
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Thanks ladies.  It def helps to keep posting. Thanks for your support!!  
Hey A, u have a bday today!!??  Congrats on ur clean time
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3176864 tn?1391555073
Awesome job on 12 days. Keep posting those clean days, it not only helps you it helps others.
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4810126 tn?1503942735
Kudos to you my friend. You're doing it! 12 days & Half a month in 3 more days! I tip my hat to you (a cat sized beaver-skin top hat lol). You're doing so well.
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Thanks Lisa. Yes the series is amazing!!!! Have great day my girl
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4341997 tn?1514588688
so glad you are having a great day girl!  yes it does help to stay busy for sure!  the anxiety will lessen....and you are doing thru it like a champ!  congrats on those 12 days my sweet friend!  hard earned!  

and i watch The Bible series too!  really good!  can't wait to watch last night's!!  
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Great day so far!!!! Thank god
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