4:30am rainy outside pain inside

[rockferdoxy]

Awake very painful morning need to go take morn. regime of
w/d meds. this the worse detox I have ever been through in my
life. please post some thoughts and experiences like to read them
helps me remember what it was like and how it is now?

[Marce4]

I feel your pain. 24 hrs c/t from vikes 10-15/day and I am feeling really lousy!!!! Want to crawl under the covers all day!!!  Wish I could help you and myself right now!  Please stick with the detox! I'm going to try my best as well!  My prayers are with you!
Marce4

[rockferdoxy]

Thanx for post I'm coming off 1700mgs. oxy plus 5 100mcs of fentanyl. Nice to meet you I have been posting for two weeks now. Really don't need this forum anymore but It's a good reminder off my beginning of the C/Ts.
Keep going W/out pills it does get better.
The rock!!!!!! post me as much as you want or need I have some great resources!

[Marce4]

What is the Thomas recipe for w/d and if you know, does it help?  I'm feeling a lot of desparation right now! Thanks for your post and letting me know there are people out there who can relate!
Marce4

[rockferdoxy]

I am on the Thomas recipe and does help also do you have a doc. to help you? When I get up I'll post Thomas recipe recipe for you.
the rock!!

[applesauce]

Good Morning!!! I felt the same way you did yesterday. It what helped me is tp write about it. Being on opiates was horrible...yeah we thought we were good but were numb to everything...our families and our true loves. Pain is a tricky thing and I know my mind tries to make it worse.

You are one of my biggest inspirations here. You did it and now it is time to deal with what is real and enjoy your life. Hug your wife...The rain sucks but is so needed here in CA. Last night I posted and went to bed I felt if left to my own devises I would get something....I am very resourceful. Do whatever it takes!!!

If all else fails remember how horrible the detox was...I have never felt so sick and will never again. Yuck

[Marce4]

No, I'm doing this on my own...not sure if i can. Detoxed for 7 days before and fell back into the cycle.  I am on Effexor (just started 3 days ago because I knew this day was coming...not upfront with Dr. about reasons. Just said I was depressed due to the constant pain.  She also game me Sonata which is a joke...I wake up 1hr later.  Not sure how much longer I can hang on!

[rockferdoxy]

Being up front w/doc. is best. may ask I why not up front?
My self being up front meant no more scrips. But my doc will do anything to help ease w/ds.
the rock!!!!!!

[Marce4]

Guess I'm just ashamed and afraid to tell her...I'm a nurse and I work in the same hospital! My husband (I hope he is strong) Checks the computer/credit cards so I can't buy anything and he has been verysupportive as I go through this. (Cooking/taking care of kids/social obligations) He just walked in and saw this post and wants to know what he can do for me to help?