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4614494 tn?1368356385

5 days clean from methadone

Honestly God has been so good to me throughout this entire process.  I can't be more blessed having as little wds as possible.  My best days are yet to come (pill free).  Thank u Jesus.  Slept 8 hrs last night.  Now time to get ready for work.  

Love you my friends.  Thank u for all the support.

If anyone is thinking of tapering off of md.  Please do it right!!!  Slow and steady as all my mh buddies would tell me.  They were 100% correct.  I owe my life to these people.  

God bless  

I will ck w you guys when I get a break.  No wds !!!!!  Hugs
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4522800 tn?1470325834
Around midnight here...OMG I am going to go into w/ds..Ha!
Gotta love us anyway..Right...
vickie..
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4341997 tn?1514588688
yea it will shut down at midnight here....i'm in eastern time zone....have a great day at work tmrw Smiling!!  and nite nite termites!!!!  hahaha all you ladies sleep well!!  :)  
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Praying all my mh buddies get some good sleep tonite !!  On to day 6 tnrw!!!! Watch out baby.  Here I come!!!!  Whoohoo
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Oooppps.  Lol. ******** down now.  Can't compute.  Can't compute.  Lol. Silly computer!!  
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4522800 tn?1470325834
That was too funnie..Hey the site says it is going to shut down for a half hour to up grate it is 3 hrs differnt here..It said 9:00 better get this out now..
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4614494 tn?1368356385
You are so right toothfarie.   I have to stay busy.  Gotta keep my mind busy so I don't think about pills. Busy busy busy.  Lol. It's good for me.
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Vick, I never realized how nice it is to have the sun out right now.  Sending some sunshine and nice weather ur way tnrw!!!  Ok??  

Omg girl u have no idea.    It was like a game ev day for me.  I would sniff those stupid pills out over and over and over again mostly bf I started my taper.  I sniffed then out a few times while tapering.  But it was mostly bf I decided to quit.    I was like inspector gadget. I was on a mission and wouldn't stop till I scored. Stupid and shameful.  Well this girl ain't going through this again. So I'm going to make hubby buy a safe and lock his crap up and take the key.  I don't want it and never want to be tempted!!  Dumb pills!  

The things pills make u do!! Yucky!!!  
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4341997 tn?1514588688
yes i'm busy but it helps me to stay busy at work...tiring yes, but idle hands right???  lol  

and yes, it's awesome not to have to think about pills, counting., making sure we have enough, etc...

you ladies are awesome support!!  and i used to watch that show Hoarders!  lol  
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4522800 tn?1470325834
RIGHT ON GIRLS Lets get together for a raft trip here in Idaho in the summer...If the darn summer comes..It was dumping snow again..OH we need to move out of the snow belt..This time of yr u are lucky to see just one person with a smile...I always give them mine..I am happy! Ha!!
Sniff them out that is funny..Yes we can find them any were can't we..Look in the carpet, under the bed, ect...Ha!!! lol
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Thank God huh Julie!!??   I no longer need an intervention!!!!!  It's absolutely amazing.  Looking forward to completing my work week I will hit my 1st week mark on wed!!!  So excited!!!  
Can't wait to say 1 month, 6 months (like moose lips) 1 yr.   etc.  

So much to look forward to.  I know not ev day will be good.  That's called LIFE.  I need to learn how to deal w it without popping pills.  
We are all doing this girls!!!  Amazing to be so proud and not ashamed anymore.  
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How ironic - yes to the intervention for "hoarding" - but we surely no longer need the show "intervention"  

Love it - for us all :))
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4614494 tn?1368356385
You are doing great too Julie!!  Baby steps;) I'm cheering u on!!  
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Yeah I see that toothfarie.   U are way too busy.  Lol. I'm a big wuss.   Some weeks I work 4 days.  Soon it will be only 2 days.  So I guess u could say I have more time. Lol
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Toothfarie,
That's why I have my stuff to wkout at Hm.  I don't have time for a gym right now.  U know.  Lol. Cry and claw ur face??? Lol.  I will. Et and claw my face of I can't wkout. Lol. Bc I'm crazy like that.  I NEED those endorphins.   Badly!!!  Prob like someone who needs there crack. Lol.

Vickie,
Haha don't be so quick to think I didn't sniff those pulls out on my weak days.  I got pretty dang good at finding them.  We all do.  But I don't want to sniff them out anymore.  Eff those dang pills!!!!!  They will ruin my life!!!! I'm done

Julie, don't feel bad about being overwhelmed.  I get that way about my clutter too.  I wish I loved making my house organzied like I do love working out.  Oh well. Baby steps for me too!!  Lol.

I need an intervention for hoarding.  We can do it together!! Lol. I'm serious.  My hubby can tell u that.  Lol.
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At least your reasons are (very) legit . . . .I don't even have one job right now.  You are doing awesome I think :)  
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4341997 tn?1514588688
i always have some excuse....work 2 jobs....always tired....don't feel good....ALWAYS can come up with something to keep me from exercising..lol  i'm good at finding a reason!  HA!  
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LOL .. .me to on THAT addiction!!!
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Umm, well, I think I've probably kept the "Hoarders" show away for now, but ugh; I just so many things go for so long.....I'm feeling a little overwhelmed.  I am trying to listen to my own advice "baby steps".  If it would just start getting warm and sunny more around here it would help the motivation factor a lot.  But I know its coming . . . . at least the calendar says so!
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4522800 tn?1470325834
Hi girl...Wow you must look real good! You are tall and thin...and I know u have bright white teeth..Ha!!!!!Giving them to hub was still so powerful.I tried to give them to my mom who lives on my property..I would just sniff them out and find them when I felt funkie...BAD!!! When I was Buzzed on the 2 different pills I took I worked very hard..Did everthing from going to work, cut/split & stack wood..2 gardens and in winter,oh look out the things we have to do...It was very complusive behavior that lead me to my addiction..I had to have it done like yesterday and all at the same time...
Now after all my life and many of them, I can say I am mellow and just take one step at a time to clean the house or whatever needs done...That is a big one!!!! I would not listen and now I do this well. I just do not talk out my a*** anymore..I look at the world with my eyes now, not through the rose color glasses...lol I still meant to pm u
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4341997 tn?1514588688
Well i'm thinking about it....lol  but just haven't DONE it yet...i used to be good about going to the gym right after work....cuz i KNOW i'm not getting up at 5am to work out!  will. not. happen.  lol

and i know i'd feel better....ugggg just thinking about starting the process again makes me want to cry and claw my face...lmao  but i know I have to start it back...and i've never LIKED to do it...and i certainly wasn't addicted to it....i wish i was!!  lol  
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4614494 tn?1368356385
You are so right Julie.  Never too late to start.  Also doing some kind of excercise  will make u feel than none at all.  

Thanks julie!!  Keep it up!! U r doing great.   Didn't u say u were gonns clean up around house today!!?? How did that go!!?
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I thought mine WAS a clothes hanger until about 3 month ago!!!!!
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I had a pretty good day today, thanks you -

You keep it up; this is REAL energy you are "running" on now!  

I (reluctantly) make my self exercise too, in fact if I go for more than a few days without walking (I don't "run" ever - unless maybe there is a fire), I get moody & don't sleep as well.  I have to keep up the weights too - since my neck surgery, if I don't do them at least 3 or 4 days a week, it starts to hurt - a lot.  I wish I would have started all of this like 25 years ago, maybe I never would have "needed" a pill in the first place!

It truly is amazing what exercise does - both for your mind and body.  And it's never too late to start . . . . just in case anyone out there is thinking bout it . . . :)
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4614494 tn?1368356385
Omg toothfarie !!  I wish I had an extra room for my treadmill.  Not much extra room
In the house. But I don't care    I love it!! Lol. I use it ev day and am addicted to it too!!  Lol. I get easily addicted to things.  Lol. At least this is a good addiction.  Right??  
I have lots and lots of videos and weights at Hm too.  

Hi my name is Christina.  I'm addicted to my treadmill.   Lol.

There.  I said it.  Lol
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