90 days

[Kelseago]

Well, I've made it to 90 days.  This pass week has been difficult.  All I've wanted to do is sleep, which is the opposite of what I like to do.  I'm use to constantly going and going.  It has made me want to go n use, use anything I could get my hands on.  I did control myself though.  I'm also having a problem with the fact that I actually get hungry now.  It's yet another reason I have felt like using.  This too shall pass.

[Kelseago]

I am attending church, actually.   It's the first time I haven't attended since I was 15.  It really has helped me a great deal.  Being hungry isn't a bad thing for most and shouldn't be for me.   It's just something I've always dealt with

[gnarly_1]

hey Kels congrats on 90 days thats a big milestone it fare enough along where your brain has healed from use your natural endorphins are flowing again ....it still takes time but it will be a down hill ride from here as you can see there will still be good days and bad days I cant recamend aftercare enough to help even this out.... keep up the good work and lets here from you a bit more good luck and God bless......Gnarly

[FassFeat]

Congrats on 90 days.. Huge milestone. Guard up!!

[freshstart01]

It's good to know you can sleep in 90 days. Congrats!!!! Amazing.

[0421]

CONGRATS on your 90 days, don't feel like you are alone in having a bad day, I am over 100 days and today was a bad day. I even told my husband I wish I was still on the Vicoden just a passing thought!  From everything I have read we will have bad days once in awhile for a long time, but arn't you proud of yourself and just keep on keeping on.
good luck and prayers to you, Bethany

[atthebeach]

remember the devil is a liar, rebuke him and he will flee.

[atthebeach]

step by step,day by day.that is so awesome!!!!!!!  i am so proud of you, giving you a big hug. congratulations,you deserve it,
have you been attending church regularly? this will help you stay strong.
is getting hungry a bad thing? you have to eat when you are hungry it will give you strength. keep up the exercising. keep praying.
maybe you should come back and post more often.
i am still praying for you
debbie

[Kelseago]

I'm in NA.  It helps. I still want to get more therapy but can't at this time.

[vicki595]

Great job Kels!!   Are you getting aftercare??

[ImDONENoMore]

OMG Kels!!!!!  I'm SO happy for you - 90 days, quite an acccomplishment and it's even better to see you say you feel proud of yourself.  Because.....you SHOULD!!!

Hang in - those up and down moments will continue for a bit most likely - at least they did for me.  But they will end too - so again, CONGRATS!!!!  You've made my night. :)

[addict3]

You should be proud! Congrats on 90 days!

[Kelseago]

Thanks you guys!  I do feel pretty proud of myself.  I try not to be a pessimist but it's my nature

[overeasy]

hey 90 days- AWESOME!!!!!

[quitinoxys]

Congrats on 90 days that is a great accomplishment and you should be very proud of yourself.

[ANewLife4Me]

Congratulations on 90 days, wow that's huge!!!  

[Kelseago]

Thanks so much.  :)

[Iwantanewlifenow]

Congratulations!!! That is very big!! Hang in there...the drug will try it's hardest to give you any excuse to use again...Stay strong..You're an inspiration:))