AFTERCARE

Im 85 days clean today and im happy my family are proud of me thats an awesome feeling. But i could not open up till i got all the AFTERCARE in place. Now i feel like a changed man. Everything in my life is going great.The w/ds were hard infact aweful but very doable, but then again i could not fail this time. I looked like something out of a concentration camp so it was my last chance. And that ment for me rehab, drug tests witch i still get but iv passed everytime with flying coulors The bit i needed was lots and lots of AFTERCARE And now i have the AFTERCARE im doing so well Myself my wife my children are so happy. And im so happy that iv made them proud of me. Its one awesome feling, For those who helped me through the dark days i thank you all from my heart. Im now living a clean happy and contented life for the 1st time in 14 years. To all that find it hard with gods help courage detremination willpower and as my sister says we must turn into warriours and fight with all we can. I for one am the happest iv ever been . I thank you all at MH for your notes and encouragement it all means so so much to me.,,,James

[dominosarah]

You sound like a different person James.  Congrats on your clean time and taking care of you!!           sara

[cathy7871]

Way to go!!  Reading success stories like yours, seems to keep me going and looking forward to everyday.  I wish you and your family the best.  Life is not a race..but a journey,  and I wish you the best on your journey!!

[stilltrying1965]

Sara thank you like i kept reading AFTERCARE is a must. It was only when i got my AFTERCARE i realised that my war against my addiction i started to feel a lot better for getting rid of the old baggage Now i feel so different happy and have some structure in my life So Sara you and so many others made me think AFTERCAREand you guys were100% correct for without it i dont think i would be were i am today. I have the tools to get through the bad days. Like you told me Sara even ppl who dont take drugs have bad days. So im going to say know matter were you are in your recovery without AFTERCARE it is a lot harder to do it without AFTERCARE AFTERCARE AFTERCARE i think this is the key Well it was for me A very happy and proud addict And plz always keep your guard up thats also so so true Sara as most who have fought addiction will already know Thank you all at MH you guys rock,,,,James

[stilltrying1965]

Cathy thank you so much for your  kind words they all help so much im really a new man a year ago i had no hope to beat my addiction but with friends like you Cathy and all my other friends at MH you all pointed me in the right direction for that i will never forget you guys and will always be indebeted to you all. As you have helped this man change his life round for the better yeeehaaaa,,,,,James

[Jade59]

You have come such a long way, James.  Really proud of you!!!

[10356]

Whoo Hooo James !! 85 days is Awesome !! I'm so Proud of you ! It goes to show No matter how long we have been in active addiction No matter what we are addicted to we can get clean. Live a productive life. Free to love to respect and to feel gratitude :) while active we do not feel any of these things as it robs us of who we are.. You have a Beautiful Spirit my Brother and I for one em so damn Grateful that you are setting it free from the chains of active addiction, of your past ! You are now a Beacon of light for others traveling the dark path to Freedom ! with much Love with much Respect and much Gratitude.. your sister in our shared war. letakos

[stilltrying1965]

Thanks Jade and my sister Letakos im 10 days of triple digets and so proud of what i have acheived . If you were to ask me would i beat my addiction 1 month in well i could not answer that question. But im here happy and very proud of myself. So if you were to ask now i would be more confident about winning my war. although i only take it min by min hour by hour whatever this war throughs my way. I now have the tools to beat the bad days and thats a very big bounus.So everyone out there fighting it realy does get better and better,,,,,,,,James PS Freedom is there but we must fight with all you have as it can truley be done!!!!!!!!