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Do you still need it for chronic pain, or are you able to live a decent quality of life without it? If you don't have chronic pain...the freedom of an addiction free life is so worth it!
Let us know how you are doing.
love,
WW
Thanks Again
M
You'll find a lot of wonderful people here. Very knowledgable and insightful. If I can help in any way I'll try. Bye for now, Shotsy
I took one today and I only have about a dozen left so I hope I will be able to get through it.
Thanks Again
M
I know this doesn't offer much help, but I guess I'm just trying to really encourage you to get professional, medical help. Good luck, and keep posting--you'll find a lot of support here.
LISTEN EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!! I WENT TO THE DR TODAY WITH MY FULL BOTTLE OF VICODIN AND GAVE IT TO HIM AND I WATCHED HIM FLUSH IT DOWN THE TOILET@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE GAVE ME KLONIDINE, ATIVAN AND COMPAZINE SO I DON'T GO THROUGH ANY WITHDRAWL SYMPTOMS. HE PRESCRIBED ENOUGH FOR 5 DAYS AND HE SAID I SHOULD BE FINE BY THEN SINCE I ONLY TOOK ONE OR TWO A DAY.
HE SAID I WAS THE LOWEST ADDICT ON THE TOTEM POLE?? I GUESS THATS DR HUMOR...LOL. PLEASE RESPOND WHILE I AM GOING THROUGH THIS BECAUSE I NEED SOME SUPPORT DURING THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!!
JUST REMEMBER I AM NOT THE ONE THAT MAN IS TALKING ABOUT??? I AM A NURSE BUT I AM DEFINITELY NOT PREGNANT, I THINK MY FIANCE WOULD BE UPSET...LOL..
THANKS GUYS FOR LISTENING, HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON
SEE YA
M
PLEASE REPLY SO YOU GUYS KNOW THAT I AM NOT THE PREGNANT ONE, IM M, THE ONE WHO POSTED THE ????????????????????
THANKS
,M
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Peace, Frankie Lee
I dont know if this is still true... but they use to allow only one question to be posted each day. So sometimes people will post a question on an existing thread, even though it has nothing to do with that thread. This is not uncommon. I don't want to speak for other folks, but I was not confused.
littleguy
I wish you much luck for the next few days :)
i could use some feedback if someone gets a chance to help me through the next couple of days
thanks
m
i took one or two vicoprofen a day for almost 3 yrs. (just reminding yall incase you forgot.)
thanks everyone
have a good day
M
I"m glad to hear you are doing better...
The worst of the withdrawals are over in a week, but it took me a full 4 to 6 weeks before my sleep cycle was back to normal, and before I felt totally normal. I couldn't believe how good I finally felt. I forgot what it was like to have regular energy.
I'm confused about how you got physically addicted by only taking one pill a day. I was under the impression that if you only take one a day, you don't build up enough of a constant blood level to create physical addiction. For years, I only used once a day, and never got physically addicted (though I definately was abusing and psychologically addicted). It was when I started taking them two or three times a day that the withdrawals would set in if I went longer than 6 or 7 hours between doses.
Did you go through some time when you took it twice a day?
Please, someone who knows more, correct me if I'm wrong about taking it only once a day not creating physical dependacy.
love,
WW
The good news is that it does get better, it just takes time. Have you tried the Thomas recipe? You can find the url for it in the 'Winding down off of Oxycontin' thread. Please post and let us know how you are doing.
littleguy
thanks
M
Peace and Merry Christmas to all.
Korg
Reading the postings has given me hope and helped me to face my own situation. Like many of you, I got hooked on Hydrocodone by way of a cronic pain condition. I realized something after my first posting, as I was driving around today.
I had kidded myself, thinking I was weening my self off of these damn things. But instead of taking 5 I'd take 4. Then maybe 3 more an hour later to make up for it.
I kidded myself that I could drink wiskey with it to cut down, and then would take more again, and again. And I've never in my life drank beer except once in a blue moon. And I, through this weening down process, was now taking a mouth full of Crown Royal, or Jack Daniels straight from the bottle and gulping 1 or 2 in a row.
Wow, What a long strange trip this has been.
Up until 4 months ago, I had been on these for pain at a rate of 3 or 4 a day..... many times less and only 1 at a time every 4 to 6 hours as prescribed for my condition. I still had as normal a life as anyone that lives with chronic pain. A damn good one infact.
My Pain Specillist, had previously suggested switching me to methadone for pain control. But my sucess on lorcet has been so much so that It did not seem nessecary. Anyone out there have any view's by way of comparison ?
All "seemed" well.
What happen ?
Can anyone tell me ?
Some how I got to taking more, because the pain seemed to be getting worse. And I wake up inside and realize that I've been taking an average of 6 to 10 pills a day.
Well I've only taken 3 today. And maybe less tomorrow.
Please pray that I'll get there.
May God keep you safe, and deliver you from addiction.
Korg
Thanks for the love and support. What I'm finding out in this journey is that it is a marathon, not a sprint. And I've learned alot about how we kid ourselves, while we think we know.
I'm someone who has always been in control, so I'm amazed to find myself in this situation. I will beat it. But I know I've got a ways to go.
Thanks for the support.
Korg
While I'm not taking 4 10/500's at a time <3 times a day> now. I'm am still taking 2 7.5/650's at a time about 3 times a day. I tried to take none, and then only 1 7.5 at a time, but the pain and withdraw were far to painful to stand it. But I'm taking pride in the small victories and tryin to keep the proper mind set.
I've stopped drinking alchol all together, and while I don't quite feel like myself again yet. I am able to function at a reasonable level. I hope to lower the amount I take again soon, But I'm learning I can't rush to the finish line. But I plan to make it.
Do any of you have any suggestions on when I should lower my quanity, again?
Taking it victory by victory.
Peace to all
Korg
I'm going thru it too. But remember to love yourself, remember that God, and we love you also.
Take it a day at a time, or an hour at a time if need be. But hang on. Go for the small victories at first, till you make the giant leap.
Peace my friend
Korg
I swore then to myself that I would never touch the stuff again, because no matter how hard I tried to tell myself that I would never end up like them, I knew I was just one step away from it.
I guess I have been doing ok. Im still always a little depressed. It is hard for me right now because I am off work for the holidays, so I have a lot of time on my hands and I keep thinking how easy it would be to just take a lortab and get through the day feeling fine. But I know the meds always run out and I have those feelings still there. I'm trying to get into church but I feel like such an outcast when I'm there. Like everyone looks at me and knows. My kids love it and they are really nice to us, so I keep going. My husband is having major dental surgery on Saturday and Im so worried about knowing there will be some form of narcotic in the house. But I guess I have to keep on truckin...
Good luck to all who are going through the same stuff. I'm right there with ya. You know what they say "Misery loves company" :)
Kerry
My pain is there, but more tolerable, then normal. Overall, I feel pretty good. Is this normal? Does it come and go this way?
Any feed back would be helpful.
Peace to all,
Korg
I take 8-17 vicodins a day for going on two years. I try to get off but the w/d's are awful. Does it cause permenent brain damage?
Any info would be appreciated.
After serveral hot baths, several hot and cold spells, I got out of the house for a little while and went to the store. unexplainably, the cravings have been gone sence 6:30 pm this evening. I don't know why, but I'm glad for it. It's now 9:52 pm and I feel good for sticking it out when it got tough today. I'll take my trazadone later and get a good night sleep.
Hang in there all. Let God show you the way home. Keep the faith, and stay strong.
love to all,
Korg
I sure hope those who stop once, never ever get back on these kinds of drugs. The sad part is I still hurt. I am starting to fall from the nerve damage so I see a wheelchair in my future. I have prayed that God will take me for I can't. I have dogs I love and they wouldn't understand. My mother does understand and wouldn't prevent me from ending it all, but she doesn't want the dogs; they are a bit obnoxious.
I am sorry to have gone on like this, but lately I have been so burdened by everything. I can't keep my house clean. I finally figured out I should use paper plates, cups, etc. Sorry for the landfill, but I can't do the dishes and cook. Stoffer's is pretty good, but vitamins are a must. I have had to get some of this grief off my mind for it's dystroying me.
Thank you for letting me release this. Please, no one go this way. If you hurt, do anything else but medicate. And don't really believe that surgeries are the best thing for you. Think long and hard about it. In hindsight, I don't see doing it another way, but technology has improved. Good luck to all.
Metalback
littleguy
keep the faith all.
Life is worth it.
Love, Korg
Peace to all, Love Korg
Kerrysfine
Metal
Metalback
Thanks for the Cheer,
Korg
Happy new years all,
Love Korg
Love, Korg
korg
in my 35 years+ of drug addiction (everything-mostly junk) i have
not heard of a withdrawal symptom. are you taking other drugs
(benzo,blood presure.or sedative? there is theory that opiate with
drawl has a very allergy like componenet to it. try some benedryl
(ich). Maybe your Dr will write an Rx for somehting more effective
with less unpleasent side effect
keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
Progress report: I'm below my prescrbed dosage now, And the worst seems to be over. I'm still focused. But still dealing with this damn itching. My energy hasn't returned yet. But I'm forcing myself to get off the couch and get somethings done. I'm dealing with more pain then I'm use to, but I want off these things if I can stand it. I don't post every day, but I do check the board several times a day. Reading the new posts is a boost. I want to thank everyone for your kindness and caring. I pray everyone sucess and joy.
If anyone has any futher advise about this Itchy feeing, please post
Korg
welcome to the forum! there will always be room for one more! a bit of advice: post closer to the top. it is real easy to overlook a post in the "basement!"
the trouble with taking vicodon, lorset, etc. is they all have
hydrocodone in them. hydocodone is an opiate and has a potential
for abuse and addiction. the other problem with all of these preperations is that they all contain tylenol. when a addict starts "oil burning" (getting a habit and taking more and more) dangerious amounts of tylenol can build up in the system. tylenol is metabolised out of the body by the liver. a person can be do-
ing a real number on their liver without ever knowing until it gets real bad. perhaps the next time your husband goes to the doctor he should ask for a liver pannel. they will draw a little bit of blood to look for elavated enzymes, etc. that indicate how well the liver is functioning.
as far as getting your husband to stop or moderate his intake of
hydrocodone there are not any quick or easy answers. i do know
that you can get straight hydrocodone without any tylenol or as-
prin mixxed in. this would at least be a start in stopping pot-
ential liver damage.
keep posting and keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
One strange or unusual symptom that I had during withdraw was a terrible Itching skin sensation. On my hands, arms, legs, back, ect. I talked to alot of people about this, and found that yes, some people do experiance this symptom, but it's not common. But for one who did have it, It was maddening.
The reason being that drug withdraw in some people is like having an allergic reaction. It was for me at least.
I tried all of the normal over the counter itch releif gells and lotions, to little effect.
Then one day as I was walking through the drug store, buying more itch cream, I saw lots of vaporizors on sale. Well that turned on my idea light. So I bought a vaporizor, and hooked it up when I got home. The added moisture in the air, stopped the itching!!! Not right away, but it was less right away, and by day 2, the itching was totally gone, and it remains gone. It also has the added benefit of helping to keep the house feel warmerdue to the added humidity.
I hope that is of some help to someone that may run into the same symptom.
108 hours clean and feeling Great!
Love Korg
Breana