10 months clean is something to be extremely proud of! Keep in mind you are doing great and the end will be there, maybe even sooner then you think. It is indeed the Angel dust and maybe also the long term use of benzodiazepines what you are stil recovering from at the moment.
Keep in mind you are doing a fantastic job and you will get there.
im with Weaver im thinking your feeling the PCP it takes a wile for that and the benzos to go away my take on it is give yourself as least much time to heaal as you used there hidious drugs.........Gnarly
The benzos and PCP are pretty hard on the body and brain. I think you're over the H, but I have a friend who was taking any and everything. It took him 18 months to 2 years to feel 100%. He's been clean 15 years now, and has lived a great life since he got clean. He had to go to meetings 7 days a week to maintain the strength for that first 2 yrs. The brain has this amazing ability to adapt. There's a procedure where half of the brain has to be removed. As the damaged part of the brain becomes less functional, all the info is moved to the other side, but it takes a while. So even if you have permenant damage, there's hope for full recovery. That story helps me. I'm only 6 months clean and am still waiting to feel totally stable. Don't be afraid of the doctor and be honest. 10 months is a huge step in the right direction, keep on keepin on.
Dont put it off, it could be something more serious. Keep us posted.
I have to make an appt for a physical I just am hesitant because I don't want this to last forever and thank you! :)
Have you spoke to your doctor, the immune thing sounds like you may have something else going on.... Congrats on 10 moths thats great!!! :))) go see your doctor if you havent yet :)