All the negative posts

I feel like a total loser!!!  I started taking 2 pills a day 2 nites ago instead of one pill a day.  I don't blame anyone but myself.  I'm not gonna have a pity party but it's making me feel like total ****.  I've gotta just go and do my thing for a while to get this under control again.  Coming here with all the negative posts is definitely making me feel worse.  hubbychoo?  I'm so sorry I couldn't live up to your standards.  You are doing so good, and I'm so proud of you.  Wish I was at day 34 but I'm totally weak and go ahead bash away.

I do want everyone to know that I would never have gotten this far and quit for 13 days straight if it wasn't for everyone on here.  Thanks for all your support but I can't come here anymore.  I wish you all the best and I'll still be praying for all of you.  If you wanna email me that's fine, I love letters but this place is just too depressing.  I love and will be thinking of you all, Lil.

[Peete1974]

I'm so sorry to hear that you won't be coming here anymore.  I wish you the best of luck and I wish you success in all of your endeavours.  I know that somewhere inside of you you will find the strength to do this once and for all when the time is right for you.  Take care of yourself.  I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Heather

[Peete1974]

Could you help me out and tell me who it is that is putting all the bs on here?  Everyone seems to know but me and I feel rather silly.  I just don't want to get caught up in it.  Thanks
Peete

[athena-8]

Don't write us off for good, hon. You know how much you've helped me, and I will be heartbroken to lose your input in this forum. I'm sorry the negativity frightened you away; I was most certainly affected, too--I noticed I was real scared about my first post today--spent all this time "editing" it and worrying that maybe I'm a Drama Queen and Pissing Everyone Off or Whatever...I had that "Oh God I Already Feel Bad About Getting Myself In This Situation Already Please Don't Shame Me Into Feeling Worse" Feeling. Anyway, My thoughts and prayers are with you, love. I believe I can still get your Laffy Taffy address from a previous post, right? Take good care of yourself and Believe You Can Do This.
Love,
Athena

[Yoda99]

I know that you have been an inspiration to a lot of people here, including myself, so try not to let things get you down.  I know that's easier said than done.  There's a lot going on with this forum that I don't even understand, so I just try to not let it bother me.  A very wise member of this forum told me once that if the negativity is too much on this forum and is only hindering recovery, then just take a break but don't totally write off the benefit you could receive from the genuine people here.  I guess that speaks volumes.  I am here if you need me for anything, ok?  
Love,
Yoda

[minnie11]

PLease don't feel you cannot write any negative stuff, we are all in this together, and many of us are still struggling. If you can't take all the negative posts yourself, take a break, as Yoda suggested, but if you have received support here, you can get support again and try to quit again, when you feel stronger.
Hang in there.
Minnie

[H3Girl]

The negativity can drag you down once you gain your energy and mental state back you will feel better about life in general. This forum has been a wonderful help to me especially when I was begining my WD's and through the first month.
Now I'm back to living my life for the first time in years. I'm back to working out and running I feel great. The best thing you can do when your body recovers is think positive and don't read so much of the negative postings. Keep a positive attitude and it will help you to stay clean.
When someone is going through the WD stage it's pretty hard to find anything positive in life, but that stage passes.

[cinnamonstix]

if you email me, I'll fill you in on what/who is the trouble maker. K?
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[depressedwoman]

Hi Lil..I am very sad to hear that your leaving the forum for a while but I do understand. You have been nothing but a great friend and I always valued your advice. One thing I do need to say to you is PLEASE do not be to hard on yourself. This journey can be a struggle and sometimes we make mistakes. But remember, the post I wrote about me being depressed and I drove past a church and on the sign outside said:


                                 Failure is not falling down
                                        it's staying down

And I also got this from a good friend today [she knows who she is]


                                The Lord didn't do it all in one day
                                   what makes me think I can?

The whole point to this is you CAN do it and you WILL do it...just remember that you have a bunch of friends on this forum who is pulling for you. Love you.


                                  

[lil_rab2005]

Thank you so much for all of your encouragement... I'm so thankful to have friends like ya'll!!  Tired of the drama, but yes this forum has helped me so much that now that I've calmed down, I will just skip over the people that post negative comments and move on with a positive attitude.  I luvs you guys, thanx for being here when I needed you :) Lil.