I am so terrified to stop. I recently admitted to myself that i am physically and mentally addicted. It takes all my will power to not take more meds. Also im scared that my teachers might know. I graduate in december in a medical career and my teachers would know by a glance all the symptoms of a withdrawl. I think about how my little girl would view me as well. I never believed that one script from the doctor 8 years ago would cause so much pain.
I agree...no one can judge u unless they walked in ur shoes for more than a day! in reality narcoics r not the pain relief of choice for autoimmune diseases like lupus///nor fibromyalgia
Narcotics were not originated for long term pain due to the tolerence people build to them//and the riskof addiction
Narcotics only interrupt the pain signals to ur brain..they do not have the direct relief/effects of many other safer and non-adddictive drugs or relief mechanisms like ice, heat, stretching, yoga///the list can go on and on
my sister has lupus..lupus can be a chronic painful condition or a condition that causes no problems..she was diagnosed/when in reality u can not diagnose lupus, fibromyalgia or MS..many others//symptoms r used for dx/when she was pregnant she was DX-d with lupus//no problems since after delievery
I have been diagnosed/again diagnosed with fibromyalgia....dunno...doesnt really matter...peopole can walk around with a herniated disc and never feel an ounce of pain..whereas another will suffer from the pain horribly..pain is real and each person has a different threshold
For me the pain of addiction outweighed my back pain..was stressful and my stress aggravates my pain..worrying bout pills all the times gets a bit stressful
I am not sure where u r atin this addiction cycle/physicall, mentally or both///and both meaning u r an addict...u r on a relatively low dose of narcotics and narcotic-like drugs..get off the merry go round while u can..
andit is very likely the pills r causing u more pain than ur conddition..it is common among long term pain relief people
goodluck..do u wanna quit? trams must be tapered..the vikes u can flush right now and be done withit
if u need any help//there is alot of it here on theis forum..so keep posting