An update for me.

[kellkell2184]

So I am back down to 7, 50 mg Tramadol for yesterday. Today I have only had 3 thus far. I am so thankful that I have the strength to fight the urges to use. The weirdest thing is happening tho. Now that I have detoxed to 350mgs I am starting to go through reactions from the meds I take on a daily basis. The side effects are more prominent. I figured by now my body was already used to these meds as it has been months since I have taken them. What in the world is going on with my body? I take two tram at a time and now there making me feel horrible not euphoric like before. Its so weird.. Anybody else go through this?

[kellkell2184]

Thank you so much for your kind words. The medication I take is

Lamictal, geodon, lexopro, ativan, Benzotropine (for tremors), Dicyclomine (for Ibs) ,Ranatidine(heart burn), Vyvanse(add)

I have been diagnosed with Add, odd,ocd, ptsd, Borderline bipolar disorder, I have many phobias as well. I take a lot of meds and my psychologist seems to think that the reason I am using is to self medicate. Which makes sense to me because when I am "High" I have no anxiety about anything I am fearless.

[samari]

When I relapsed from percs I felt sick too, did even get high which really pissed me off but it just reiterated the fact that my *** don't need em. As far as the effects from ur other drugs what are we talking about? I take wellbutrin a lamictal and am also worried about how they are gonna effect my body.so im right there with ya there with u  trying to figure this shyt out! I wanna tell u I am so proud of you for your continuous efforts to get clean!! Much luv  :)